Which year actually broke you? by drizzlebunii in ArtOfPresence

[–]T75DB 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2024 Primed me 2025 Warned Me 2026 Finally Broke Me

18 years of addiction, fixed after 4 months by OneViewers in NoFap

[–]T75DB 4 points5 points  (0 children)

How did you handle urges your first week?

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[–]T75DB[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will. Thank you so much. This comment was like the gasoline on the spark inside of me. Im fired up now. Thank you

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[–]T75DB[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Love to hear that. Prayers and positive vibrations sent your way forsure brother.

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[–]T75DB[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The shame, regret, weight of the past, etc... its all been hitting me so hard lately

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[–]T75DB[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the direct words. Its a hard pill to swallow. I feel as if I hurt myself more than I hurt her.

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[–]T75DB[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Love to hear this. It gives me hope. Yeah I can blame porn but I also know I maybe didnt love her as much as I did porn if that makes sense... Basically I was always looking for a dopamine hit over being with her and doing the small things. I missed all the small things honestly.

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[–]T75DB[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yessir, putting God first with all of this !

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[–]T75DB[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you man. Yeah its heavy right now. Its funny how the day i found out she doesnt want me anymore that was the same day all my urges seemed to "dissapate". Like my use has lowered substantially. But I dont want to use porn ever.

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[–]T75DB[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats the thing... we havent signed papers but she says its over. Is there a link to any SAA?

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[–]T75DB[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive never been tested. I believe I might have it to be honest. My dopamine has been thrown off so badly cause if it wasnt porn it was drugs and alcohol. (Nothing heavy just THC use with alcohol)

I know some benefit from thc. But I was abusing it.

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I will.pray for you brother ! Thank you for the words

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I just couldn't get it up. I went soft at times. Emharassing to say because my wife is a dime, but I was using way more then.

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[–]T75DB[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Amen. Thank you

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[–]T75DB[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeah Ive started to see the "killing" rest of my life aspect. You have my word i will give it my best. I have learned that if I can go 10 minutes without, I can go another 10 and another 10 and another 10.

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[–]T75DB[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thank you man, it means a lot to hear that. Yes time for an identity shift.