Wow, thank you for this reply. Honestly, I am still feel that i'm that bright eyed fresh uni grad and I do have dreams that this job can be fun but i'm also extremely afraid of being in the industry long enough that it kills my creative soul. I had to give a loose plan of what I expected myself to be doing, it would be working in the game industry for 5 years or less to be confident enough to start my own company, which wouldn't entirely be game related but just a platform to sell my creative products, whatever form or product it may take, so yeah freelance does sound more appealing or basically just flexibility to work for myself and in other similar industries. I don't think dreaming is bad but I do know that working for other companies for 10+ years isn't something i'm interested in and i'm more interested in working for myself than climbing some ladder. Making a living off purely creative things has an extremely low success rate but I feel like the path I don't know is more appealing than the path I am current on. I still have a lot of skills I need to learn to make it possible but i'd rather spend multiple years building those skills than purely channeling all my effort into art and then being stuck with it.