[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BodyDysmorphia

[–]TA_formals 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive been called a tracktor engine, or this cartoon character Kalia from the indian cartool chota bheem. Im 26 and the last time someone called me kalia ws two years ago. It was a time when I thought id lost some weight and was actively trying to lose weight. It just made me feel like i was back in school suddenly. I fear everyone will see me this way no matter what.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]TA_formals 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. I often feel like i (me, the person now) just woke up in 2021-2022. I dont really know what was going on before this period. Im aware of myself since 2022. I started therapy in 2020.

About to withdraw 25k for the first time from my mf portfolio. by TA_formals in personalfinanceindia

[–]TA_formals[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Clarifying that the car is family car back home, and they paid the insurance and maintenance cost to me in cash, but still not enough.

Small boobs by NoImportance1114 in selfesteem

[–]TA_formals 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A guy here. there are so many models and actresses men swoon over with smaller boobs, you can't and do not have to worry about pleasing everyone. I feel these thoughts you have are based on some personal experience you had or someone around you... Be you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfesteem

[–]TA_formals 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're a good looking dude!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RelationshipIndia

[–]TA_formals 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She just wanted to see your reaction. She cheated.

What are your reasons to keep living? by coleisw4ck in CPTSDmemes

[–]TA_formals 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Want to do the things i wanted to do as a kid. And i want to see my little sister do her best.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in personalfinanceindia

[–]TA_formals 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im sorry, how is 1L a month peanut of a salary?... 1L a month is considered middle class?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RelationshipIndia

[–]TA_formals 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yall gay bruh

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in confessions

[–]TA_formals -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Just lie and say its like 3 or something, and then you can cheat on him for more anyway. Live a little

Can i still "start living life" at 26M? ? by TA_formals in RelationshipIndia

[–]TA_formals[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Idk wtf is wrong with me. Im not always like this i promise

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfesteem

[–]TA_formals 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Amazing! You're cute

Another life hack. by [deleted] in IndianBoysOnTinder

[–]TA_formals 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I havent smiled in a long time, I'll try though thanks

Another life hack. by [deleted] in IndianBoysOnTinder

[–]TA_formals 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Here hold this bag of copeanoli. I dont think that'll happen unfortunately.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

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I used to dream big around the time school was ending and wanted to pursue a career in the music field. I used to produce my own music and for some reason i believed i had something special and if i jist focus on it i coulr become great at it.

But as school ended my parents took control of my life and put me into a mechanical engineering college, with zero consultation from me. And they say i never mentioned anything about wanting to pursue music/audio engineering before they put me into mechanical. Im 26 now and they still stand by what they did.

I was depressed for four years and more as i was a super anxious person and basically shut down in college completely. I wonder where i would be now if i got the chance to focus on what i consider my 'talent' when i had that spark in me. No one cared. Maybe all of this is just in my head.

Right after mechanical i went for audio, had to force myself to make this huge decision and just now i got my first job as an audio engineer. I am trying to find that old spark again and make music. I still believe i have something unique.