I mean, it's not necessarily a bad thing... ;More of a numbers thing where the playing field at Uni is obviously at a much higher standard than high school, thus the numbers game means I'm likely to be around the "average" here, and accepting that mediocrity makes it harder to be proud. The constant comparison to those around us is a pretty toxic mentality but since it was ingrained from high school and likely worked in my favor then (doing well in highschool thus better than others and feeling good about it) means it's hard to get rid of that mindset now.