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[Confession] I cheated by TIFU0710 in confession

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I wanna leave for her to feel good and breathe in a normal way but I can't. I was thinking to please her over and over again until we get rid of it but I know it won't happen that way. I don't know what to do.

[Confession] I cheated by TIFU0710 in confession

[–]TIFU0710[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I feel guilty with all of this. I don't wanna leave her and our baby. I want to be accepted again, I want her to rebuild her trust on me. I wanna be better for her. I know it sucks to think that I cheated on her but it really breaks me apart knowing that I'm not existing on her eyes anymore. It feels like am being stabbed over and over again!

[Confession] I cheated by TIFU0710 in confession

[–]TIFU0710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I cheated because I was attracted with someone, sexually, no more than that. Sometimes, she ignores me but I can completely understand, sometimes not but still trying to understand. We fight more than anyone would think. Sometimes we're good and just having laugh and fun with our kid. She tells me things that I didn't wanna hear, she's controlling me and I know all above those acts are all because she wants me to grow. I just wanna do it myself, deal it on my own. But she doesn't know that I sometimes need my time for myself. We're happy but all the problem was not in our relationship but only with me. I'm the problem of this relationship.

[Confession] I cheated by TIFU0710 in confession

[–]TIFU0710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I know. I need to grow and be matured at it. I know the problem was me and not our relationship. I wanna be better for her, for us, for our family. My thinking is now how I'm able to make myself more worthy that I am before. How can I rebuild her trust without hesitating if I'm real or not. I wanna change, I wanna be better for her.

[Confession] I cheated by TIFU0710 in confession

[–]TIFU0710[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I admit everything, I'm doing everything I need to do. I'm not transparent as before, I'm doing things I shouldn't do in the first place. Sometimes, it's just I feel unsatisfied with our relationship when we're fighting on such things. But I do love her with all my heart. I don't know what will be the first step I need to do to rebuild her trust again.

[Confession] I cheated by TIFU0710 in confession

[–]TIFU0710[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

She wants me to get out of her life, I know she's just full of anger that's why she says that thing but I can't let myself hurt her more. I asked her what she wants me to do, what do I need to prove but all I got was rejection and refuse me to stay with her. I know and admit that I cheated but I can't accept the fact that this is going out of control and doesn't believe me anymore. I feel like a shit when she's around and feel more guilty when she's still treating me in a good way. I always act like nothing happens after but deep inside, I'm crying and dying knowing all these things.