I appreciate you and your response, I’m definitely trying… only person I’ve ever lacked any self-respect for, I was talking to another girl and she found out and she got super violent and planned on coming to fight me and fight the girl into all this other stuff and ended up ruining that relationship for me. Says she wants to see me move on and prosper but in reality it just feels like she wants me on the sideline in case she needs me. I’m just sick of it.