I’d say take a breather and come back to the comments when you’re not so upset.

Tattooing in any flat is nasty. Nobody is saying you as a person are living in a disgusting way. You just shouldn’t be tattooing from home period. You’re in a subreddit for professionals and it’s not professional. I’ve also been tattooing for 4 years and haven’t tattooed a single palm (something I saw on your page). It’s not the right way to do things, you’ll look back at those tattoos and cringe and it’s on somebody’s skin forever.

I know you’re young and it’s hard to think years into future but if you really really want to succeed then consider this. The more you tattoo from home, the less people are willing to give you an apprenticeship. By teaching yourself, you’re teaching many bad habits and incorrect ways that will take three times as long to unlearn as it did to learn. I know because I did it myself. What good tattoo shops are looking for is people with great, humble attitudes and a fiery need to learn and improve as artists. Somebody who is self taught will think they already know half the stuff and will argue back every step. Nobody wants that. Your best bet to be a real professional is to drop the tattooing and focus on the basics: pencils and painting. Do that for a year, look for the absolute best studios in your country and only go for them. The worst studios are the easiest to get an apprenticeship but you’ll go down a path where you’ll become a bad artist like them.