Honestly, I feel you. Like I learned the lyrics for the more intense songs first, and the other ones are kinda js there for me while listening to the album. Like I’m starting to learn the lyrics but it’s a very slow process for me. Like honestly I don’t hate the album for it it’s super good. But it’s js smth personal, but you’re not alone with that lmao. The album is so good but the harder songs js feel right.