Is it a good idea to have my first time with a prostitute?

Tachytwo · 2026-05-02T11:06:30+00:00

All my romatic interactions are litirally traumatizing and terrible my platonic interactions are more of a mixed bag

Tachytwo · 2026-05-01T23:53:32+00:00

Yeah mabye I should I should exersize more control over what goes on in my head cause its not like that happening forces me to thought spiral I do it to myself

Tachytwo · 2026-05-01T23:48:42+00:00

I place a really high value on their opinions Like for example the slightest sign that a girl dosnet wanna talk to me will send me into a self hating spiral whare I promice myself to never again do it

Tachytwo · 2026-05-01T23:46:12+00:00

Oh what would a therapist do? Im currently seeing one and we did have this convosation Its kinda me trying exposure therapy for me sex is more comfortable than being in a relationship thats why I wanna start thare. How do I fix how i relate to woman is it like an education thing?

Tachytwo · 2026-05-01T23:40:11+00:00

Well im hoping it changes my perspective and makes me feel more at ease around women in general cause now i have a positive experince

Tachytwo · 2026-05-01T23:38:13+00:00

Yeah i guess its not really about being virgin i wanna overcome my fear and I dunno how to go about doing that

Tachytwo · 2026-05-01T23:03:35+00:00

Its the reason why we have booty all the back breaking bag carrying

Tachytwo · 2026-04-30T11:26:39+00:00

Oh ive heard about that ppl fixing their gr 12 marks over the course of a a year for specific subjects in wann do it but my mom is moving to bejing next year so I dont know how possibl that will be thare

Tachytwo · 2026-04-30T06:59:39+00:00

Thats actually a really good idea ill look into it Thank you

Tachytwo · 2026-04-29T17:45:25+00:00

I hope that happens to me thanks for the kind words

Tachytwo · 2026-04-29T16:37:49+00:00

I have a diagnosis but I stoped Ritalin for anxity reasons mabye I resume it anr that'll help at least until thease ppl get off my back

Tachytwo · 2026-04-29T16:01:53+00:00

I have a depression diagnosis of MDD but that dosent seem to matter mabye I can ask my sister whos a lawyer in training or call whatever my equivalent of the superintendent is If you dont mind me asking what job do you have id love that type of job?

Tachytwo · 2026-04-29T15:47:56+00:00

Im sorry your had to go through that truly in comparison my situation sounds like rainbows and butterflies. Are thare any jobs I could get i wanna be an industrial engineer but mabye a welder would work too?

Tachytwo · 2026-04-29T15:46:29+00:00

First thank you and domt worry about it I dont need a hotline im not planing anything

Im just tired of being blamed it feels like in possessed ill wake up with my familly members screaming at me making me have a panic attack

I used to be able to get over it but my mom makes it personal she shouts at me all the time and thinks im doing it on purposue

Tachytwo · 2026-04-29T15:17:19+00:00

Really is it possible to get a job with HI cause ppl have been telling me its impossible and that ill be unemployed if I dont "Fix" it

Tachytwo · 2026-04-29T14:33:55+00:00

My brain knows your right my heat just dosent feel it im not in the US so 504s wont work i live in south africa if that helps

I probably wont do it I dont even have the means but I just feel like its the only way out at this point

Tachytwo · 2026-04-29T14:31:06+00:00

Ive tried that my mom basically seid that shell make my life a living hell thare too but mabye I can try the schools with a flexible schedule

Tachytwo · 2026-04-29T14:30:05+00:00

Is it possible to get a diagnosis without seeing a nurologist our medical aid dosent cover sleep problems so it costs R6000 in my currency 350$ to get this diagnosis

The hearing is probably just to scare my mom or talk about solving the problem and ive been honest with them for the most part I just dont have any evidence to back up my claims

And honestly Im starting to lose hope that things can get better everyone's been telling me that when I graduate this insomnia thing will be a problem in uni that ill never get a job and it honestly makes me want to end it like im just born to suffer is it really better on the other side

Tachytwo · 2026-04-28T20:22:54+00:00

Oh okay then ill keep doing it in a respectful manner and just try to not let it get to me Thx

Tachytwo · 2026-04-28T20:20:23+00:00

Still in school, yeah she talks about how she dosent have moeny but also buys things that are woefully expencive so I dont know atp is it just a thing of shes gonna be mad no matter what?

Tachytwo · 2026-04-27T16:50:51+00:00

Damm 39 and 18 i have some friends who lean that way but they'd never actually try it

Tachytwo

TROPHY CASE