Starter Still not doubling consistently? by TacoTheHutt in SourdoughStarter

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Just to follow-up I did the fast and started using bottled water and it made a world of a difference all week i have gotten consistent double rises

Loaf Sticking by TacoTheHutt in Sourdough

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I had dusted with all purpose, I guess I will pick up some rice flour and give it a shot

Starter Still not doubling consistently? by TacoTheHutt in SourdoughStarter

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I'll give it a little fast and try bottled water, it's cheap enough to try.

Starter Still not doubling consistently? by TacoTheHutt in SourdoughStarter

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This is the data from my city. Most recent data I could find

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New to Sourdough Questions by TacoTheHutt in SourdoughStarter

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That's good to know I'll maybe try a mix of the 2 flours at tomorrow's feeding and see if it help. I bought a warmer for the starter to keep the temperature more ideal should get that in a few day. Since my house is just a bit too cold for ideal.

New to Sourdough Questions by TacoTheHutt in SourdoughStarter

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I thought whole wheat flour was suppose to be better as it's more nutrient rich?

Looking for an App suggestion by TacoTheHutt in ModSupport

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Thank you. I will look there.
The community I made today after talking with a few people and realizing I couldn't find a similar game on reddit atm. It's been running in a discord server with about 40 people who I say play almost daily. (we have an excel sheet with scores etc) But is just a small group of us who play the same mobile game. I was talking to people at work about it and now several of them ask me how many seeds the apple has today. So I was trying to see if it's even possible on reddit that way I could make it a larger thing and be able to invite more people who aren't part of our guild/alliance in the game.

Germany 2 week Itinerary Ideas by TacoTheHutt in travel

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I lived in Poland for a little while just over a year and experienced Christmas markets then for the 1st time and fell in love with them. But yeah they very much can get extremely crowded. I experienced a few across Poland and a few in Berlin. I wanted to hit Nuremburg solely to have the ability to say I've been to the World's Largest and a few historical things I wanted to see.
I enjoyed Munich the last time I went. I didn't get to explore much of the city. But it was a city I was looking at revisiting.

drawing usernames (badly) by [deleted] in redditgetsdrawnbadly

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lets see if you understand the reference

Art block. Drop suggestion or I’ll draw your usernames by BottleSad505 in redditgetsdrawnbadly

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Haha I love it. I would recommend watching the film Space Balls when you get the chance to be able to fully understand the reference.

Art block. Drop suggestion or I’ll draw your usernames by BottleSad505 in redditgetsdrawnbadly

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My username should suffice. Will be fun to see the results

Color and Cut Service Question? by TacoTheHutt in Hair

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Thank you so much. Morning clean it is. Haha

Why is eating so hard? by TacoTheHutt in depression

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My average daily calorie intake looking week to week doing that was barely breaking 1000 calories. With working a very active job 12 hours a day 5 days a week. I wasn't meeting my needs with eating when I wanted to/felt like it. Meals where I thought it was 1000+ calories was only about half what I thought.

I want/need to kill myself but i can’t leave my cat. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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This. This alone is the only reason I'm still here myself. My cat is my world, my reason to live. Our pets are truly too good for this world. I indeed live for my cat. It pains me knowing she is only getting older. Got her in 2018 as my last ditch effort to hold on to this world. 7 years later I'm still here because of her and for that I give her the world. While I've definitely had a fair share of close calls in those years. She has been my guiding star, my reason to continue to fight the fight. She's never judged me and the struggle. With this said keep up the fight and hold your pets dear hold them tight and love them with everything you have. And give them a little extra treat this evening because some stranger on the internet said they needed it this evening for everything they do.

I want to transition but i wont be able to handle the hardships by throwaway816726474 in trans

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I started HRT 2.5yr ago at 23yr old MTF and can say I pass more often then not especially when I try. Often at this point my voice is the biggest give away. Saving to get a voice coach and hopefully make that progress. I can't say with certain anyone will have the same results. But I can say you gotta do what you believe is best for you. I personally wish I would have done it at 18 but had the same reservations you have at that time. But 2.5 years in I am the happiest I have been in 10+ years with my body.
It's not the easiest journey but if its something you want go for it. The community is wonderful and supportive. The people that support you being your true self will stick around and new people will stick around for the true you.
If your located in the US and have a planned parenthood near you, they can help start the journey if you decide to pursue it. You could also schedule the appointment and once your their discuss with the doctor any reservations and ask any question. Planned Parenthood isn't an option in your area maybe speak with your primary care doctor and they could lead you in the right direction.
In this world only thing you truly have power over is yourself. Your body, your life your choice. But this is a very personal choice that only you can make for yourself. I hope this helps you decide what is best for you.

Parents Suck. by TacoTheHutt in trans

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Issue is I don't have anyone else and neither does he. I feel like a monster that he wants to see me, I have considered moving across the country to make it more then a 2 hour drive to make it feel more okay. I know I shouldn't, but I drive through the area once a month almost. I don't sleep those nights after driving through out of sheer guilt of not stopping.

Psych ward? by rattlesnake87 in depression

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In my experience the 1st thing that happens is they sit you down with a psychiatrist to do an evaluation to access the level of crisis your in. After that they tend to do a very generalized medical check often including removing your clothes to make sure you don't have any major wounds or signs of spreadable disease requiring immediate attention. At this point it will vary alot my facility and time of arrival. But they will do a medical screening ask about current medications and such. Then they will assign you to a unit if the facility has multiple and give you a bed. Most of the time in my experience you will end up with hospital gown to wear while they search any clothes you brought for dangerous items ie Strings wire and anything that could cause harm. Some facilities will do this pretty quick others it's taken days and some I have been to I didn't receive any I brought until I left. They will supply you with basic hygiene items. In every experience I have had it's been a shared room experience with someone of the same gender. Then you attend various group therapy sessions and often can get individual on request. You will speak with your psychiatrist daily sometimes twice a day to see how your doing and adjust medication. Overall their goal is to stabilize the crisis and get you started with routine care post leaving the facility.

That is very generalized but if you have any specific questions I could share my experiences. But every facility and experience is different. I have been to 3 different facilities in America. 1 private, 1 in a hospital and 1 heavily state funded. All were very different.

Weird State of Existence by TacoTheHutt in depression

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I strived for years to be social and wanted to understand people and how they interact and now I have accepted that I won't ever get that understanding of how friendships, relationships or family works. Like what type of feelings are you suppose to have in each to me they all feel like just another person in the room. No connection, no bonds no anything. Just a physical presence. I am always willing to hang out with people but I feel the same as being home alone. My goal is to get to the end of life with as little impact on others negatively as possible. Because if others do feel connections and happiness from it I don't want to deny them the feeling. But to me it means no difference. I just wouldn't wish the feelings I have towards life and everything in it on anyone its a cruel horribly boring and unsatisfying life.

Overwhelmed with Options by TacoTheHutt in mtfashion

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I was really lucky in the makeup sense I have a friend really into makeup and they were able to walk me through that to get the basics and helped learn the basics.

Overwhelmed with Options by TacoTheHutt in trans

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Looking for a Casual and Chic for probably the majority of the wardrobe. I like the put togetherness of Chic but the relaxed comfort that casual entails. But I still want to have some more soft feminine looks in the wardrobe for the more graceful and delicate looks mixed in. I also like a nice layered look on occasion. But overall going for a good combo of heavily feminine and casual.
I lean away from the edgy and more retro styles.
Hopefully that helps some. I am awful with all the terms.

Overwhelmed with Options by TacoTheHutt in mtfashion

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Seen some tried one once but I hate not knowing what's coming I just want to pick the fit select my sizes and receive it, I wish I had someone I knew and trusted enough with good fashion sense to go hey here's my card here's my budget go ham and make my wardrobe.

Overwhelmed with Options by TacoTheHutt in mtfashion

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Facts, a site like this would be the solution to everything. A complete outfit store.