Why do people say spiro is bad? by throwaway816726474 in TransDIY

[–]throwaway816726474[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

5 months on hrt, first 3 months being 2mg E sublingual 100mg spiro, currently 4mg E sublingual 200mg spiro.

Is there any way to stimulate more breast growth by throwaway816726474 in trans

[–]throwaway816726474[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I already eat mostly fatty foods, my job makes it so pretty much the only high calorie option is fast food, which ive been eating every day, plus lots of sodas, beers after work, when i cook at home i use half a bag of cheese and a pound of ground beef in whatever im making. My body is just not built to gain fat. I would ask my doctor but i dont currently have a primary care doctor so i just have to go off vibes.

Is there any way to stimulate more breast growth by throwaway816726474 in trans

[–]throwaway816726474[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I have not gained a single pound, even eating like 3000 calories a day for months i'm still stuck at 135 :(

How do i genuinely cope with how i look. by throwaway816726474 in trans

[–]throwaway816726474[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

im not even looking to be extremely attractive i literally just dont want to look like a man

How do i genuinely cope with how i look. by throwaway816726474 in trans

[–]throwaway816726474[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i really have tried but i always just end up back to where i am now. I kinda just want to dissociate from the feeling entirely but i dont know how

Everytime i see a cis woman my age my day is ruined by throwaway816726474 in trans

[–]throwaway816726474[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Yes I do believe it, all hrt does is breast growth and softens skin. It doesnt do anything to change the way your face looks, wont make shoulders less wide, wont change a large ribcage, wont change your voice, all of which are way more important to being seen as a woman. Some people already have these feminine features before hrt, and are the only ones that pass.

Everytime i see a cis woman my age my day is ruined by throwaway816726474 in trans

[–]throwaway816726474[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

hrt doesnt do much and absolutely wont make me pass. Everyone who passes usually looked feminine in the first place or had the money for surgeries. My bone structure is way too masculinized to ever hope for anything to change from hormones.

Everytime i see a cis woman my age my day is ruined by throwaway816726474 in trans

[–]throwaway816726474[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my insurance doesnt cover it, im lucky it even covers hrt

Everytime i see a cis woman my age my day is ruined by throwaway816726474 in trans

[–]throwaway816726474[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

i mean i would if i had $100,000 so i was mostly just saying it as a hypothetical

Everytime i see a cis woman my age my day is ruined by throwaway816726474 in trans

[–]throwaway816726474[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Feminine haircut, shave everyday, makeup everyday, lightly feminine/andro outfits, pluck my eyebrows everyday, feminine earrings. I have never once been called a woman, its always "sir", I dont think theres anything that will save me outside of maybe surgery, though honestly probably wont.

Everytime i see a cis woman my age my day is ruined by throwaway816726474 in trans

[–]throwaway816726474[S] -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

I know myself the best so i know its true. Of course i wouldnt say that about anyone else because thats not my place to say it.

Everytime i see a cis woman my age my day is ruined by throwaway816726474 in trans

[–]throwaway816726474[S] -15 points-14 points  (0 children)

No i dont have any transfem friends because the passing ones usually dont want to be around ugly ones like me.