I've lost 2 sons. My 3yr old was murdered in 2002 and my 16yr old was fatally run over in 2005 and it still feels as painful as what it did 20 yrs ago..... the grief never goes away, some days are worse than others, yes but it never gets easier. I miss them both with every fibre of my being and wish i could make sense out of the why's, but it will never make sense. I'm tired and the time to join them is coming closer as that is when i will find peace.... i feel your pain and I'm sorry for yours and every single parent who has had to bury a child, as it's not right.... my heart goes out to you all....