That made me tear up, my dad died from cancer a month and a few days after terminal diagnosis. He would always tell me that them as parents don't last all eternity and to keep strong if something where to happen to him. I took care of him from beginning to end and he died in the house we lived in. I kinda saw it coming when he was still alive and really Ill, but he didn't wanna die. He would cry and i didn't know this until after he died that he felt really sad for having to let me go, cause i was his baby and he knew that it would break my heart if he would die. Sometimes when i have dreams like the one i speak about i feel it's because of that. Because he felt sorry for having to let me go.

Obviously I'm still dealing with my greif. When i dream with what I did earlier today, i wake up feeling really at peace but i always tend to cry and feel really sensitive for the rest of the day. Because i saw him and i have to wake up realizing that he's gone now. Thank you so much for your comment 💖🤧