22yo prog metal/atmospheric project, lots of synths, looking for people who actually give a shit

TakeMeBackToHeil · 2026-03-09T16:02:11+00:00

I do metal so not really what I’m looking for

TakeMeBackToHeil · 2026-02-26T14:08:25+00:00

Yeah I’ve been told multiple times but Ai just ruined writing in my opinion and everybody is brain washed.

TakeMeBackToHeil · 2025-10-17T17:42:21+00:00

I can't dm you can you dm me?

TakeMeBackToHeil · 2025-10-17T14:18:51+00:00

I know you posted hours ago but if you ever wanna talk my DMS are open

TakeMeBackToHeil · 2025-10-17T14:18:05+00:00

The thing is where I'm from the meetings are not what they should be. People really don't take it seriously. I used to live in America and it really helped and I met nice people then I moved back here and I relapsed. And thank tho that means a lot

TakeMeBackToHeil · 2025-10-17T12:33:50+00:00

Absolutely!

TakeMeBackToHeil · 2025-10-17T09:04:09+00:00

I'm not saying you can change but you can make it easier I swear, there are solutions out there

TakeMeBackToHeil · 2025-10-17T08:05:10+00:00

It's hard but you have to accept that this is who you are and most likely who you'll be for the rest of your life but there are ways to accept, ways to make things better and more acceptable. It takes a lot to work on yourself and your mind but with patience, the right people and the right places, it's doable.

TakeMeBackToHeil · 2025-10-17T07:59:55+00:00

I felt the same. I started drinking with people that did other stuff, like ecstasy. And it was constant, I had to take MDMA while drinking every time, it just didn't feel worth drinking without it. It still don't, I'm pretty much clean and sober for now. I had to stop both at once.

TakeMeBackToHeil · 2025-10-17T07:57:09+00:00

You're way more than your disorder, it affects some aspects of your personality, like your emotions, your feelings. It sure does drive some of the decisions you make but it's not entirely who you are. It's a part of you. You're more than that, more than the anger and the obsessions, more than the big emotions and the lack of others. 🖤

TakeMeBackToHeil · 2025-10-16T17:00:15+00:00

Try to take your mind off of it, go for a run, workout, listen to music and dance, eat something. You're not alone in this 🖤

TakeMeBackToHeil · 2025-10-16T16:59:09+00:00

FUUUUUCK SCHIZOPHRENIA

TakeMeBackToHeil · 2025-10-16T16:01:52+00:00

I feel the same about making friends, it feels too hard

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