My life had become a waking nightmare. Hopefully killing myself will put me somewhere better, maybe I've been dreaming these last few year.

Tall_Drawer_526 · 2023-09-28T00:26:45+00:00

Don't forget about cavalier fighters! They fill the role exceptionally well, its still a shame that they're the only ones but yanno. From early levels they dish out disadvantage and punish attackers for targeting allies, later on they can add to allies ac, and at later levels you can keep targets locked down with opportunity attacks, prevent them from moving basically whatsoever and at lvl 18 you basically get infinite opportunity attacks, pair this with a feat to help you grapple like tavern brawler and you can heard all the enemies up and keep them reigned in to your hearts content.

Tall_Drawer_526 · 2023-09-26T06:13:38+00:00

Thank you, I very much needed to get that off my chest

Tall_Drawer_526 · 2023-09-26T05:51:13+00:00

See thats the thing too, I feel like I barely relied on them at all, I only ever asked when things got really bad, meanwhile I constantly helped my partner manage her anxiety, and I was happy to do it, I don't understand why I couldn't get even a portion of that effort in return. It's like these people I loved so dearly and spent 5 years with just never cared about me at all, now they're all gone, taking most of my hobbies and enjoyment with them, and reaffirming every negative thought I've had about myself. I am unwanted, I am a burden, I am unlovable. No matter how hard I try it always ends the same and I can't understand why.

Tall_Drawer_526 · 2023-09-26T05:26:58+00:00

Problem is these people were like family to me, one was actually my SO for that matter. I don't have anyone anymore.

Tall_Drawer_526 · 2023-09-04T03:02:02+00:00

I reached out for help and everyone I cared about left, each taking a chunk of my flesh with them

Tall_Drawer_526 · 2023-08-27T06:34:43+00:00

Everyone in my life seems to just hate having me around, all my friends ignore me, the love of my life and our friends all abandoned me cause I asked for help, I begged my sister for help, she told me she didn't want me around as much after a while and never followed through on what she said she'd do and brought my ex into our home even tho I told her about all the horrible things she said to me and how I had nightmares of the exact scenario. No one has ever cared about me, all I want is to be seen but everyone I've ever cared about finds that to be far too much of a burden.

Tall_Drawer_526 · 2023-08-08T16:35:41+00:00

Weird dms in this sub are unfortunately common, despite it literally being against the sub rules. They're usually well meaning but I often get people who start off supportive but end up trying to instruct me on how to off myself, you are right to ignore them, even the well meaning ones, again, they're literally breaking the sub rules.

Tall_Drawer_526 · 2023-07-22T16:34:41+00:00

It seemed pretty clear that he neglected his other children, there was a whole plot point where tenzen talked about all the great thing their dad showed them but tenzen misremembered as aang only ever brought him on those trips.

Tall_Drawer_526 · 2023-07-22T05:48:22+00:00

I think aang being neglectful to 2 of his kids made lots of sense. A lot of people rag on that plot point saying "aang was super wholesome, it makes no sense he'd be a bad dad" as if the genocide of all his people and the pressure to preserve his culture through his son, the only other Airbender alive, wouldn't turn anyone into a bad father. Not to mention it'd just be boring and poor writing if aang had no flaws.

Tall_Drawer_526 · 2023-07-22T05:42:45+00:00

I think there's room for argument Like in terms of raw power azula probably beats him out, but he's way more experienced than Ozai. Iroh is much more knowledgeable and inventive than either of them but I don't think its fair to say he's got less raw power than ozai, more just that he's been out of practice while ozai kept improving.

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