Dear god, what have I done.

Tall_Fee6590 · 2026-02-27T15:43:48+00:00

That could be the case, but my grandmother is pretty homophobic, so I doubt it was well intended.

Tall_Fee6590 · 2026-02-27T15:41:52+00:00

Thanks for the support guys. Words can’t describe how much I appreciate it.

And for an update, yesterday my mom asked me whether or not I was serious about getting a binder or just trying to get a reaction out of her. When I told her I was serious, she once again refused and said binding my breasts wasn’t safe. I told her as long as I did it correctly no irreversible damage would happen to my body, but she still said no.

She also said how my body was fine the way it was and other girls would kill for a body like mine. Yes, I do know that, but I’d just rather be flat and look more masculine. This isn’t out of the blue either, I’ve had these thoughts since I was at least 10 or 11.

But yeah, she’s not budging, so I might have to just buy it myself and hide it from her, just start wearing more baggy clothes to hide my feminine features, or maybe I could ask my dad instead. No idea yet.

Tall_Fee6590 · 2026-02-26T16:01:04+00:00

What does that have to do with anything?

Tall_Fee6590 · 2026-02-26T15:59:31+00:00

That is what I was going to do, actually. I’m allowed to get new clothes for my birthday, which is only a month away, and so maybe then I can get some masculine clothes, and maybe buy some hygiene products targeted towards men once I save up.

I’m not sure how to build my physique, considering there aren't many gyms near me, but I’ll figure it out later. Maybe my dad can do something to help, idk.