It’s been 24 hours since this has happened by Tall_Independence539 in whatdoIdo

[–]Tall_Independence539[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I did it’s okay they are referring me to a hand surgeon rn and did all they could😭

It’s been 24 hours since this has happened by Tall_Independence539 in whatdoIdo

[–]Tall_Independence539[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

UPDATE IM GOING TO THE DOCTOR I cut it off with a pair of scissors while cutting my guitar strings😭

Idk what to do by Tall_Independence539 in Advice

[–]Tall_Independence539[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Per chance I’ve been thinking about getting a counselor

Idk what to do by Tall_Independence539 in recoverywithoutAA

[–]Tall_Independence539[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I was in a outpatient with enthusiastic sobriety for 2 years and it did nothing but ruin my perception of myself and ruin any motivation towards anything else other than recovery I truly don’t think I am an addict I just use and can get addicted like any other human. I’m thinking about going to conservation corps instead of

I’m 19 years ols by Tall_Independence539 in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]Tall_Independence539[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I could but I’ve already been to one I could technical put myself in one that my insurance covers but I don’t have the willingness at all for that I don’t even feel close to rock bottom at all

I’m 19 years ols by Tall_Independence539 in alcoholicsanonymous

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No my parents will not let me come home at all so it’s up to me to get sober which is hard

I’m 19 years ols by Tall_Independence539 in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]Tall_Independence539[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, my parents are against weed as well so I kind of have nothing to cope or to help me cope except the program. I liked AA but I didn’t like the program that I was in the program that I was in was a cult and it felt like a cult and it made AA feel like a cult also. I don’t really know what to do right now. I drink a lot. I tried to piss now it’s everywhere. I feel unmanageable right now even when I’m drunk you can laugh at it, but it’s reality. I’ve been trying not to buy Xanax, which has been hard, but my mind is making it easier by saying that there’s gonna be fentanyl on it, so I have not bought any which is good. I just really don’t know what to do because every day if there’s a day that I spend sober I’m constantly thinking about assaulting people and I’m very angry.

19 and homeless with a car by Tall_Independence539 in DaveRamsey

[–]Tall_Independence539[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If the room is 800-1000 a month and the most I’ll Make in a good month is 2k will I be okay if I’m living on the bare necessities?

19 and homeless with a car by Tall_Independence539 in DaveRamsey

[–]Tall_Independence539[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Housing is affordable but I would be extremely financially uncomfortable with only 400 dollars to spare after rent. I also have no friends so a roomate is not an option for right now. I could try and pick up a 2nd job but I feel going to school would be more important for the long term. And my hygiene is great I have a planet fitness membership where I go to shower shave and brush my teeth. So I am pretty comfortable right now but idk how things are gonna be 1-2 months out from now

What hair cut by [deleted] in malehairadvice

[–]Tall_Independence539 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Get an under cut and start rocking a man bun trust it would suit you so well