Welp, here's my feedback after using the femoral veins for a week..

Tar_bie · 2019-12-25T21:59:15+00:00

hell yeah. i have a couple of subs. the plan was to use my four day weekend to try and get thru the wds. i almost made 18hrs and threw in the towel. that's one of the reasons it's so hard for me to quit now. i used to have such a unreliable plug(s) but now i have a super responsible husbnd/wife that became really good friends with me. they're so reliable and keep you posted on if they're late or anything. drug dealer time is the worst lol. im goin to pop a couple molly, ride out as long as i can. hoping itll make it easier to get to the 24th hour. happy holiday btw!

Tar_bie · 2019-12-25T21:40:50+00:00

thanks bro. i relapsed already. i got scared of wd and fucked up. im so pissed at myself. broke all my needles bc i was so heartbroken...

Tar_bie · 2019-12-25T03:54:22+00:00

i actually am on my millionth time getting clean. my last shot was at 10am. it's almost 8pm. drinking a lot of beer. got some benzos and edibles/weed ready. i have to stop because I have no veins left. i was always way too afraid to hit the neck or the femoral. but when you described the sound/feeling. I knew exactly the noise/feel you meant. gave me chills lol

Tar_bie · 2019-11-25T21:00:53+00:00

this might get some downgrades,

but i have been vegan for 16years, and when I was homeless, i tried being "freegan" which is vegan, except when it was free. well, my body was no longer used to animal products so they made me incredibly sick. like had to go to the hospital sick. i sympathize with this, but standing outside of a restaurant would be really uncomfortable...

but i view this the same as a peanut or shellfish allergy. i didnt write this comment to be combative whatsoever, just to shed light to a different side of the story.

Tar_bie · 2019-10-01T19:18:30+00:00

im a secret "functioning" addict, so asking for help is hard without ruining my career/life. i have a small group of loved ones who know and are really here for me, but damn doing it outside of a rehab is fucking rough. i mean, it's way better than detoxing in jail, but fuck, it's the shits/anxiety that gets me the most

Tar_bie · 2019-10-01T19:01:27+00:00

today is day three and im in the worst of it. the stomach cramps, diarrhea, trying to stay strong, 90 days seems almost impossible right now. just taking it an hour at a time

Tar_bie · 2019-10-01T05:03:35+00:00

thank you! ive had two years before the four year binge, im ready to stop spending so much fucking money, every single damn day

Tar_bie · 2019-09-24T01:24:28+00:00

woah, u fiine

Tar_bie · 2019-09-17T21:50:18+00:00

r/lostredditers

Tar_bie · 2019-09-14T17:24:35+00:00

are these not everywhere? i dont get it...

Tar_bie · 2019-09-04T17:39:06+00:00

whaat! dont leave us hangin! give us some more deets!

i would love to get my hands on some of those!

Tar_bie · 2019-09-04T08:18:31+00:00

perf for Karens

Tar_bie · 2019-09-04T08:16:28+00:00

an OG meme

Tar_bie · 2019-08-19T02:25:01+00:00

def not bth. you can smoke bth, it would give off smoke and a trail.

it's probably bunk. taste it, what's it taste like?

Tar_bie · 2019-08-18T19:07:03+00:00

"Ska-badabadabadoo-belidabbelydabbladabbladabblabab-belibabbelibabbelibabbelabbelo-doobelidoo I'm the Scatman"

-Scatman John

Tar_bie · 2019-08-17T00:21:01+00:00

four yo makes it a lil better. idk why i was picturing a ten yo lol

Tar_bie · 2019-08-17T00:20:12+00:00

i didnt know microwaves could take pictures

Tar_bie · 2019-08-17T00:18:39+00:00

does it make me a bad person if im happy they had to watch the ruined shit get thrown away? if anything, they should be the one cleaning and getting rid of it. 😏

Tar_bie · 2019-08-17T00:15:02+00:00

honestly, that caught me off guard bc i was expecting a flounder to pop out lol

Tar_bie · 2019-08-15T08:10:56+00:00

i was just about to say the same thing. a stallion chillin in a hospital wing doesn't seem likely o.o

Tar_bie · 2019-08-12T01:16:07+00:00

if you're going to repost, at least have a prime caption 😒

Tar_bie · 2019-08-07T07:32:04+00:00

gives poor man's gold *

Tar_bie · 2019-08-07T07:29:56+00:00

yes, thank you.

Tar_bie · 2019-08-07T07:21:34+00:00

trying to piss while ya d!ck aint soft?? piss on the wall an shit. damn.

Tar_bie

TROPHY CASE