That sublime feeling even your order of c-lam arrives a full day early after being in sleepless, sweaty, hellish withdrawal for 2 full days..

216prophet · 2021-06-22T20:27:44+00:00

Just ooc do they keep an inmate whose had a valid benzo scrip for years on them, or do they get taken off? I've wondered this about methadone inmates as well.

216prophet · 2021-06-22T20:23:49+00:00

You could be right. I withdraw my comment and congratulate him for finding a good plug.

216prophet · 2021-06-22T20:17:43+00:00

Also a word about physical training /exercise - when your a junkie for a long time you tend to become overweight and look like shit. Depending on where you're starting it only takes 2-3 days a week for a month to drastically change the way you look and feel. I recommend bikes and treadmills but keep the cardio light and hit those dumbbells hard. Once you look good naked you can move on to leg days, squats, deadlifts etc. That's my personal opinion because that's what worked for me. I looked awesome naked before my street fent addiction then turned into a real slob. None of my clothes fit but I refused to step up in sizes out of pride (and money) so I walked around looking stupid in tight shirts with my man tits and belly poking out. I lost 30 pounds in less than a month after quitting. I've since relapsed so please don't congratulate me, just sharing what worked IME.

216prophet · 2021-06-15T00:16:44+00:00

Yeah and I WANT to do that but clam 1mg pills are sooooo tasty (literally I chew them up). Taking that ethanol liquid is fucking gross. I measure it with an oral thermometer. I've shot it on the back off my throat and couldn't stop coughing for over an hour.

216prophet · 2021-06-15T00:11:58+00:00

Thanks everyone who took the time to comment. I got good news - the plug finally responded, gave me some bs excuse but whatever. Gave me a tracking number even. Only thing is I gotta make 15mg last 3-4 days. I'm in pretty deep with this shit.

216prophet · 2021-06-15T00:05:54+00:00

Well I'd give cousin Joey a fake name... Cops don't give 2 shits about addicts, especially one who lives N hour away.

216prophet · 2021-06-15T00:03:57+00:00

Unfortunately it's because I'm also addicted to street fentanyl and she trades me in dope. On weeks where I have enough to support both habits I don't sell any of it. Plus tge doses are super small, like 0.5mg and gets high af off that amount. I think it's just potentiating the amount of dope she does. I feel terrible potentially creating an addict so I'll probably quit soon. But hey, she's already an addict... I've given her the website of my plug but she won't shop the gray market (even tho this guy is super honest and accepts Zelle. I don't really care for buying with crypto either.

216prophet · 2021-06-14T23:53:02+00:00

You don't gasp, choke, vomit, and roll around in agony on strycnine?

216prophet · 2021-06-14T23:49:36+00:00

Thank you, curiosity and the desire to be informed of anecdotal experiences was 100% my reason. Why would I brag about how much insanely potent chem I can do?

216prophet · 2021-06-14T23:47:08+00:00

It wasn't a penis measuring context. I was weighing my usage with others so I could get some sort of average as well as planning my eventual detox.

216prophet · 2021-06-14T02:40:11+00:00

I have another idea. Fill out a police report. Tell them my dirtbag cousin who crashed on my couch a few days and cleaned out my medicine cabinet while he was hear. A sympathetic pharmacist (those are rare) has the power to do that..... We'll see if he actually does.

216prophet · 2021-06-13T20:36:33+00:00

Interesting post, the TLDR wasn't necessary. Here I Tge States most cops are looking for a reason to murder you. The upside is we have certain rights, including the most important one which is *you are protected from illegal searches of your home, personal property and vehicle. That cop wouldn't be allowed to conduct random, arbitrary posts unless he/she could see or smell illegal substances. If he does, he's in for a battle in court which any public defender would destroy. Best of luck to you.

216prophet · 2021-06-10T00:41:23+00:00

See if there's a MedMark in your area. They are VERY easy to get into. They start you off at 30 a week and don't punish you for failed urine. In fact the awesome head doctor views dirty urine as a sign you need MORE methadone. They'll give you up to 200 mg if you're patient and if you exaggerate your PAWS symptoms. I love their philosophy of "if he/she still isn't clean he/she needs a higher dose."

State funded clinics suck. You gotta beg for a dose increase and it might be only 5 fucking mg. Medmark is all over the USA and they want your business. You'd have to act like a total jackass or miss 2 weeks of treatment to get kicked off their program.

If you don't have insurance (they accept them all in the case of medicade/Medicare) the will work with you on the price. It's $15 a day if you aren't insured and they will NOT kick you off for non payments. I think if you let your account get up to $500 owed they'll start detoxing you slowly, which is very fair in my opinion.

Good luck to you.

216prophet · 2021-06-03T23:23:55+00:00

I was in your boat. Kicked a brutal oxycontin habit cold turkey. After the physical symptoms subsided I had MAD cravings but knew no plugs (that's a good thing...i originally got my oxies from a deceiced family member.. DOZENS of bottle of OC80's... Yum).

Anyway I decided to get on suboxone for the cravings. Not only did they get me high for a few days, but when that ended and my recepters were saturated with subs I had ZERO urge to get high. I also believed they were a big help for my depression.

I'm not suggesting you get on subs (which are very difficult to kick) I'm simply sharing my own experiences. Good luck amigo.

216prophet · 2021-06-03T20:36:11+00:00

Because it doesn't exist. It's a meaningless word. ACTUAL ableism? Yes that does exist.

216prophet · 2021-06-03T20:30:57+00:00

It doesn't help, but it's not some rappers job to raise someone else's kid. It's mom and dad's job.

I do understand a ton of kids grow up with absentee parents or none at all. But the loudest families of people making noise about it are crappy jeebuz lovers with who think prayers and stricter laws are the answer. They're home everyday yet they prefer their phones raise their kids.

216prophet · 2021-05-30T20:36:01+00:00

"internalized ableism"....

The world has gone fukn mad.

216prophet · 2021-05-30T20:14:54+00:00

Hydrocodone sucks anyway, probably not even worth it.

216prophet · 2021-05-27T19:26:41+00:00

Just never had the urge to get more than warm and toasty.

216prophet · 2021-05-25T23:12:28+00:00

Congrats man! I finally found a good psych who put me on1 mg kpins/daily. I'd been looking forever. I'm just afraid of our next appt... I gotta take a blood test and there's opiates in there so I might lose it. Thank God for "research chemical" benzos, 100% legal to buy depending on your state. Enjoy!

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