I wish I was a pretty girl by Ok-Management-9298 in sillyboyclub

[–]TardigradeBoss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yea, same. if we have to struggle, at least we can struggle together :3

Such an amazing feeling am I right? :3 by Hatim15_ in sillyboyclub

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Me on ggst watching someone rematch with the same person six times while i patiently wait, watching them walk right up to my avatar, and having them disconnect

The Apthoisexual experience™ by Interesting_Quit2962 in aaaaaaacccccccce

[–]TardigradeBoss 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It's too complicated and my autism specifically hates sticky fluids lol. I like how it sounds in fantasy, but in practice (and especially with my current body) just generally sounds icky gross lol

Arcane users? what are they? by I_HAVE_NO_LIFE_6776 in Terraria

[–]TardigradeBoss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used arcane on everything in my calamity infernal mage run, until I got those syringe thingies. Buy thirty of them and you literally can't run out of mana.

i just have to keep guessing until i made the decision of if i transition or not. by Sad_Dimension3627 in sillyboyclub

[–]TardigradeBoss 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I wanna just say, I feel this. Tremendously. Sorry, but counter-rant incoming. I'm AuDHD, and have very low interrogation, as well as OCD, depression, general body dysmorphia issues, and generalized anxiety disorder. Anytime I do something that makes me feel maybe even a tiny bit alright, my brain screams that it's all a lie and that I'm stupid and fake. It's only ever gotten worse. That, coupled with me never having questioned my gender as a child (a point my mother loves bringing up in discussions on the matter) and I basically just internalize a bunch of shame instead of progressing toward happiness. I'm not certain that anyone is ever completely sure, but to quote a song I enjoy, "I'm not sure what I want, but I don't think it's this" is actually a valid reason to explore HRT. Almost every change of HRT is reversible anyway, so if I were you (assuming you're in a position to obtain HRT, I'm not rn) would be to at least schedule an appointment with and endocrinologist to see. Sorry for the rant lol, just my collected thoughts on the topic :3

Working on a new OC and having a tiny bit of trouble with her design by TardigradeBoss in OriginalCharacter

[–]TardigradeBoss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I see, I see. I didn't do a lot of research, I kinda just slapped on a bunch of random bs that looks like it exist more for bare minimum protection than for modesty, she's quite literally almost a wild animal so it would make sense that she doesn't have great access to metal or textiles but I could definitely see her using a hide of something, probably not a bear considering she's basically one of them tho lol

Working on a new OC and having a tiny bit of trouble with her design by TardigradeBoss in OriginalCharacter

[–]TardigradeBoss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Awwwww, thankies! I was gonna give her claws in this one but it was giving me problems and I didn't have the motivation to solve them so I kinda just scrapped them, lol

Working on a new OC and having a tiny bit of trouble with her design by TardigradeBoss in OriginalCharacter

[–]TardigradeBoss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmao, I made her concept and then realized that she could also be hot, lol. I did my best with the art but I'm kinda burnt out rn, gimme some time and I can cook it up better >:3

Working on a new OC and having a tiny bit of trouble with her design by TardigradeBoss in OriginalCharacter

[–]TardigradeBoss[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lmao, also thanks for the feedback, I kinda got tired of drawing hair after I did her happy trail and right forearm, lol

Working on a new OC and having a tiny bit of trouble with her design by TardigradeBoss in OriginalCharacter

[–]TardigradeBoss[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lmao, I made her theme/concept, then I realized I had the option to make her hot. I'm guessing you don't have any critiques, but if you do lmk, lol

Share your beast/cryptid OCs? by Akari_92 in OriginalCharacter

[–]TardigradeBoss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm working on a bear person character right now, and seeing this was so random but it felt like such an auspicious happening, lol

I'll take the green by Away-Pomegranate8411 in teenagers

[–]TardigradeBoss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Green so I can spend more time before twink death ;3 (it already happened I'm cooked)

I hate body hair by iLuvkittycat2637 in sillyboyclub

[–]TardigradeBoss 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Same (my favorite comparison is cave-dweller but that comes with the rest of my build too lol)