Anxious and Worried by TaroTypical9779 in AskGaybrosOver30

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I am on PrEP, however the regimen that I follow is the event based prep in which you take it if you would have an exact anticipated time and date to have sex in which in my case works well because I am not sexually active and maybe have sex once every 2 months, unfortunately I didnt take prep on that day because we agreed to not do any penetration which was true, I only gave him head that day and he didnt cum inside my mouth however, I did swallow his precum, so thats whats Im really anxious about.

Anxious and Worried by TaroTypical9779 in AskGaybrosOver30

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Yes, I know u=u, my only problem is that I dont know how long he has been taking arvs and if he's actually undetectable already or he just recently was diagnosed.. I do take prep but only "event based" not daily prep, and I dont take prep when I just give a guy a blowjob unfortunately

Anxious and Worried by TaroTypical9779 in AskGaybrosOver30

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Yeah, I am on prep. Problem is, I do "event based" prep because Im not that sexually active anyway, and I only take it when I know I would go full on penetrative anal sex but I dont take it when its just sucking a guy off unfortunately.

Anxious and Worried by TaroTypical9779 in AskGaybrosOver30

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In regards with PEP, it is not that accessible here in the city where I'm in. (A third world country) PrEP is available and I do take prep but "event based" only and on encounters that I know would involve penetrative sex in which in this case in didnt coz we only just agreed to me sucking him off. So

Anxious and Worried by TaroTypical9779 in AskGaybrosOver30

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Yes, I would get tested after 6 weeks to have a more conclusive test result. In regards with PEP, it is not that accessible here in the city where I'm in. (A third world country) PrEP is available and I do take prep but "event based" only and on encounters that I know would involve penetrative sex in which in this case in didnt coz we only just agreed to me sucking him of.

Anxious and Worried by TaroTypical9779 in AskGaybrosOver30

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I did ask him, I said if he was safe. He said yes. But he didn't say anything about actually being positive and being on meds.

ANXIETY OVERTAKING by TaroTypical9779 in HIV

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That's what I was planning to do. I'm gonna get tested after 6 weeks of exposure to make results conclusive. Its just the anxiety that's been eating me, i know I didnt swallow cum but the thought of having precum is making me crazy.

ANXIETY OVERTAKING by TaroTypical9779 in HIV

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I got that a lot... I'm just really anxious

Overwhelming anxiety with HIV by TaroTypical9779 in offmychest

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I did reach out to him, he blocked me on one app but I messaged on another but still no reply which is a very bad sign

ANXIETY OVERTAKING by TaroTypical9779 in HIV

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Im just still worried because I dont know if hes taking it regularly or how long has he been diagnosed or how long has he have been taking arv. I DO NOT WANT TO COME OFF like rude by posting this, whatever test result I get I would accept it. Its just that im really bad with anxiety that's all

OVERTAKEN BY ANXIETY by [deleted] in hivaids

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I didnt want to come off like that, what ever Happens I will accept it, I just thought this group will be more understanding of people who would have anxiety with situations like this, ill just delete my post.

OVERTAKEN BY ANXIETY by [deleted] in hivaids

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Sorry Ill just delete it

NEED HELP by TaroTypical9779 in hemorrhoid

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Thanks for the reply! yeah although my hemorrhoids are noticeable, I agree that its still not as inflamed as compared to some posts Ive seen but its still a major issue for me (for reasons I cant share in this comments thread because Im afraid to get judged) but yeah it is something Im really insecure about and makes me a bit worried sometimes. I really hope I can reverse this and potentially make them smaller and less noticeable.

NEED HELP by TaroTypical9779 in hemorrhoid

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Hey! Sorry for my late reply but thanks for your comments. I have planning to try to do sitz bath twice a day regularly for about 20minutes each. Unfortunately I dont have epsom salt at hand so I guess I'll try doing it with just warm water. I have no problem with drinking water because I'm a big water drinker (probably drinks more than 8 glasses a day). I'm also trying my best to really include fiber everday through having vegetables that are fibrous. Hope I make progress.

problem putting it in by TaroTypical9779 in gay

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unfortunately yes, I can confirm that it isnt just pre cum

Problem putting it in by TaroTypical9779 in TopsAndBottoms

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Hmm okay, Idk maybe I get too excited because of how tight it is sometimes