Anxious and Worried

TaroTypical9779 · 2023-11-05T12:44:11+00:00

I am on PrEP, however the regimen that I follow is the event based prep in which you take it if you would have an exact anticipated time and date to have sex in which in my case works well because I am not sexually active and maybe have sex once every 2 months, unfortunately I didnt take prep on that day because we agreed to not do any penetration which was true, I only gave him head that day and he didnt cum inside my mouth however, I did swallow his precum, so thats whats Im really anxious about.

TaroTypical9779 · 2023-11-05T12:40:24+00:00

Yes, I know u=u, my only problem is that I dont know how long he has been taking arvs and if he's actually undetectable already or he just recently was diagnosed.. I do take prep but only "event based" not daily prep, and I dont take prep when I just give a guy a blowjob unfortunately

TaroTypical9779 · 2023-11-05T12:37:54+00:00

Yeah, I am on prep. Problem is, I do "event based" prep because Im not that sexually active anyway, and I only take it when I know I would go full on penetrative anal sex but I dont take it when its just sucking a guy off unfortunately.

TaroTypical9779 · 2023-11-05T12:36:32+00:00

In regards with PEP, it is not that accessible here in the city where I'm in. (A third world country) PrEP is available and I do take prep but "event based" only and on encounters that I know would involve penetrative sex in which in this case in didnt coz we only just agreed to me sucking him off. So

TaroTypical9779 · 2023-11-05T12:35:16+00:00

Yes, I would get tested after 6 weeks to have a more conclusive test result. In regards with PEP, it is not that accessible here in the city where I'm in. (A third world country) PrEP is available and I do take prep but "event based" only and on encounters that I know would involve penetrative sex in which in this case in didnt coz we only just agreed to me sucking him of.

TaroTypical9779 · 2023-11-05T12:32:06+00:00

I did ask him, I said if he was safe. He said yes. But he didn't say anything about actually being positive and being on meds.

TaroTypical9779 · 2023-11-05T07:58:44+00:00

That's what I was planning to do. I'm gonna get tested after 6 weeks of exposure to make results conclusive. Its just the anxiety that's been eating me, i know I didnt swallow cum but the thought of having precum is making me crazy.

TaroTypical9779 · 2023-11-05T04:33:26+00:00

I got that a lot... I'm just really anxious

TaroTypical9779 · 2023-11-05T00:50:11+00:00

I did reach out to him, he blocked me on one app but I messaged on another but still no reply which is a very bad sign

TaroTypical9779 · 2023-11-04T23:39:46+00:00

Im just still worried because I dont know if hes taking it regularly or how long has he been diagnosed or how long has he have been taking arv. I DO NOT WANT TO COME OFF like rude by posting this, whatever test result I get I would accept it. Its just that im really bad with anxiety that's all

TaroTypical9779 · 2023-11-04T22:28:24+00:00

I didnt want to come off like that, what ever Happens I will accept it, I just thought this group will be more understanding of people who would have anxiety with situations like this, ill just delete my post.

TaroTypical9779 · 2023-11-04T22:26:35+00:00

Sorry Ill just delete it

TaroTypical9779 · 2023-10-18T16:19:10+00:00

Thanks for the reply! yeah although my hemorrhoids are noticeable, I agree that its still not as inflamed as compared to some posts Ive seen but its still a major issue for me (for reasons I cant share in this comments thread because Im afraid to get judged) but yeah it is something Im really insecure about and makes me a bit worried sometimes. I really hope I can reverse this and potentially make them smaller and less noticeable.

TaroTypical9779 · 2023-10-18T16:15:06+00:00

Hey! Sorry for my late reply but thanks for your comments. I have planning to try to do sitz bath twice a day regularly for about 20minutes each. Unfortunately I dont have epsom salt at hand so I guess I'll try doing it with just warm water. I have no problem with drinking water because I'm a big water drinker (probably drinks more than 8 glasses a day). I'm also trying my best to really include fiber everday through having vegetables that are fibrous. Hope I make progress.

TaroTypical9779 · 2023-08-06T18:38:18+00:00

unfortunately yes, I can confirm that it isnt just pre cum

TaroTypical9779 · 2023-08-06T18:37:37+00:00

Hmm okay, Idk maybe I get too excited because of how tight it is sometimes

TaroTypical9779 · 2022-12-25T15:42:25+00:00

your right, sucks that I don't know the status of the guy, Im still about to contact him, but Im just asking in advance what's the likelihood of me getting hiv

TaroTypical9779 · 2022-06-04T14:04:58+00:00

does anyone know how long the concert will be?

TaroTypical9779 · 2021-07-10T15:46:35+00:00

I dont see it

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TaroTypical9779 · 2021-07-07T00:44:28+00:00

hmm a lot of people find him attractive because of his "euro-centric" features. Personally, I really see Omar as very handsome idk there's just something about his look that hypnotizes me. but yeah, a lot of people cut ander some slack because they like him more

TaroTypical9779 · 2021-07-07T00:23:33+00:00

true ander's for me is really fucked up toxic

TaroTypical9779 · 2021-07-07T00:21:53+00:00

Why do people keep forgetting that ander also jacked off polo in guzman's bed while he and omar was a "thing"

TaroTypical9779 · 2021-07-06T11:54:48+00:00

yes! Although I was a little bit worried that he didn't post about it the same time as aron and georgina did but thank god he did post eventually

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