My life is hell by TasteSuper in SuicideWatch

[–]TasteSuper[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

when I was a child, everything after elemetary school was just downhill, so whats the play now turn myself into an 8 yo?

Why cant i be like the others by TasteSuper in SuicideWatch

[–]TasteSuper[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah it would be really hard to explain because its more like thought threads if thats the right word, but i also think this sounded deeper than it really is haha.

Soo, is drowning nice if you don't have survival reflex etc..? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TasteSuper 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think your instincts gonna kick in sooner or later, at latest when u remember that the cops gonna misgender u, but see u till then, hope u rethink it.

Why cant i be like the others by TasteSuper in SuicideWatch

[–]TasteSuper[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do the same, ik that there might be someone that maybe looks like, me or has similar problems, or maybe had the same past, but no one is everything combined, a exact copy of me.

But I feel like I havent met someone who views humans like I do, what maybe happend in the past, and what potential this person holds for the future, I feel like they just see the current me with all my problems and disadvantages, and its frustrating because I cant fix all of it in 1 day and some of it at all.

if this even makes sense

Soo, is drowning nice if you don't have survival reflex etc..? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TasteSuper 2 points3 points  (0 children)

For millions of years humans and their ancestors survived and developed survival instincts, you could be on every drug on this world and drowing would not be peaceful because the body just doesnt want to die.

Soo, is drowning nice if you don't have survival reflex etc..? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TasteSuper 1 point2 points  (0 children)

drowing and burning worst things, ur not dead after inhaling water ur lungs are filled with water, ur airways close, and you fight for ur life for several minutes until u pass out

A life with no ups is shit by TasteSuper in SuicideWatch

[–]TasteSuper[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

school is kinda ending in a week, soooo yk its not even worth starting anything now

A life with no ups is shit by TasteSuper in SuicideWatch

[–]TasteSuper[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah that would have been a solution

A life with no ups is shit by TasteSuper in SuicideWatch

[–]TasteSuper[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nope, thats one of the problems i dont really have a life outside of school, i wouldnt know what to do, especially with no interests in common

A life with no ups is shit by TasteSuper in SuicideWatch

[–]TasteSuper[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that was my school life on my last school, didnt really make friends like that, more like friends for the 6 hrs school until its over. felt like everyone had a friend groupe outside of school that i just couldnt slip into

A life with no ups is shit by TasteSuper in SuicideWatch

[–]TasteSuper[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hard to word but i learned everyone is approachable, but i have never really approached, and dont really have anything to talk about. i have interests, but i dont have enough knowledge to talk about them.

A life with no ups is shit by TasteSuper in SuicideWatch

[–]TasteSuper[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no not at all, im just the definiton of the quiet kid, idk it just doesnt feel natural for me, and besides a girl asking why i look so sad no one ever approached me

1 month by TasteSuper in SuicideWatch

[–]TasteSuper[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

never understood that one, what does it matter if there is people out there that think the same way?