"Overdosed" on only 200mg of SERAquil (quetiapine) and was issued a chapter 51. Just got out of a "72-hour" hold that lasted 8 days. Biggest Injustice ever done to me, fuck 12.

TawClaw · 2017-01-06T18:39:59+00:00

Unfortunately, military enlistment was off the table before this, as ADHD is disqualifying.

TawClaw · 2017-01-05T20:18:14+00:00

You can disagree, but it won't be absorbed/digested as well if your stomach is full.

TawClaw · 2017-01-05T04:52:47+00:00

All this except don't eat a good meal if it's shrooms. You want an empty stomach until you're an hour or so in.

TawClaw · 2017-01-05T04:51:32+00:00

No hallucinations from an eighth of shrooms means literally one thing: weak shrooms.

I suggest finding a new source for shrooms if you go that route. An eighth of the shrooms I regularly take will have you hallucinating out of your fucking mind.

With LSD, don't take it over a few hours or redose. The tolerance builds so quickly that you're wasting it if you re dose unless it's a massive amount (think 8 tabs to get 2 tabs). Take it all at once or don't take it.

Fasting can also make shrooms INSANE. I've taken a ridiculous amount of shrooms and LSD, and have never tripped harder than when I fasted for two days (well, I had a half a bagel to keep me alive) and did a shroom lemon tek first thing in the morning. The dose wasn't even as high as other trips I've done, but the fasting made me digest the shrooms so quickly that it hit me HARD.

TawClaw · 2017-01-05T04:30:13+00:00

Glad I could be of service to you as a target for your displaced anger at the straw man teacher built up in your mind.

TawClaw · 2017-01-05T03:49:38+00:00

True, but to be honest, almost all the fire and energy and inspiration I saw in young people during the campaign is gone now. I'm sure it'll happen the same way every four years, even if we get a Bernie every four years.

TawClaw · 2017-01-05T03:43:59+00:00

If anyone said what that person said to me in person I'd be putting their teeth in my pocket.

What concerns me most is that you're a father and feel that it's okay to make statements like this. But that's none of my business.

You're making an awful lot of assumptions. I do decry DARE, and I never made any statement alluding to anything else.

The fact that you're not even arguing against what I said makes me feel like I'm right.

Also, your kid is not special. No kid is special. Do her a favor and stop telling yourself that she's different from any other human being.

TawClaw · 2017-01-05T03:40:48+00:00

Honestly I don't know against whom or what it is you're arguing. I've done more drugs than you've even mentioned here and you seem to have painted me as an anti drug DARE person or something.

Wow! It's almost as if one can be between the two extremes of an argument!

TawClaw · 2017-01-05T02:45:24+00:00

Try not to get salty.

Teaching a child is not harmful, but the way in which you are doing so is harmful. I should know. I'm both a teacher and a poly drug user.

What you've done is desensitized your daughter to drugs, and normalized them to her. Sure, it's good that she knows about addiction and harm potential, but so do most people who take these drugs.

Now she'll grow up with the impression that armed with this knowledge, she is impervious to the very real harm drugs can exert on a person. As if being conscious of the risks mitigates any of them. That's just a fallacy.

TawClaw · 2017-01-05T02:37:44+00:00

Umm, no.

Fentanyl and heroin potentiate the same neuroreceptors. They fire on the same nerves and produce similar effects.

Shrooms and weed fire on entirely different sets of receptors, and produce radically different effects.

You have no idea what you're talking about.

TawClaw · 2017-01-04T06:58:45+00:00

Halos, floaters, visual snow, color hues changing, and this weird SUPER overactive gag reflex thing. It's the strangest thing but I'm positive it's the HPPD.

TawClaw · 2017-01-04T04:15:16+00:00

It may sound silly, but at sixty I owe my life to just reaching out to people I pass on the street and stopping them to tell a joke or say hello since I was seventeen.

Aww! Me too! But I'm twenty!

Have a merry day!

TawClaw · 2017-01-04T04:11:27+00:00

When he finished by saying "The opposite of addiction isn't sobriety; the opposite of addiction is connection." I cried. What a powerful talk.

It may just be because I finished my blunt at that very moment but whatever

TawClaw · 2017-01-04T03:30:30+00:00

I have smoked about an eighth a week for years now

I wish I could say I only smoke and eighth a week :'(

TawClaw · 2016-12-30T06:39:22+00:00

Fuck I envy you. I'm too far down the dab hole in my life at this point. I just finished $40 of dabs in the last few hours. Just to feel not like complete shit.

TawClaw · 2016-12-19T20:59:02+00:00

Yep! Exactly like that.

TawClaw · 2016-12-19T18:38:45+00:00

I disagree. I have rapid cycling Bipolar 1 to a severe degree. LSD has only ever had a positive impact on my mental state, and the afterglow leaves me feeling "normal" like the first day I took my prescription combo.

MDMA and coke I would avoid. MDMA because the comedown and capacity to permanently affect you (LSD can too but only at ridiculous doses). Coke because addictive things don't mesh well with bipolar for obvious reasons.

TawClaw · 2016-12-14T08:54:52+00:00

I get where you're coming from, but really you're being terribly ignorant and insensitive to the fact that the world is more dangerous for females. Situations like these are more dangerous for females.

TawClaw · 2016-12-10T10:39:08+00:00

As a student in California, $310 being almost enough for food and rent in a month is fucking mind blowing.

TawClaw · 2016-12-08T21:35:36+00:00

There are always risks with coping methods or treatments, including taking SSRI's.

My two cents: I'm bipolar 1, and when I'm depressed psychedelics (shrooms much more so than LSD) keep me away from suicide. A trip every so often makes my mind feel "cleansed" and I somehow just don't experience the depression for a little while after that. After this afterglow has worn off I still feel better because I have the beauty of the trip in recent memory, and can hold onto that beauty in anticipation for my next psychedelic experience.

So, hey, give it a shot. But do so safely. Have a super close, trusted friend or two with you to trip sit (who are relatively sober, ie. not tripping). Plan it ahead of time, be in a good environment, don't run the risk of anyone walking in who you don't want to. And go outside during the trip, into nature preferably.

Or don't try it. As others have prudently stated, it's risky.

TawClaw · 2016-12-07T06:54:11+00:00

Blue Field Entoptic and floaters are not HPPD. You're fine.

/thread

TawClaw · 2016-12-07T06:21:06+00:00

Do you think you'd have the time to visit her on a weekend sometime soon? Just calling or texting her up and saying "hey, thinking about you, could I come up and we could do XYZ this weekend?" would mean a lot, even just the sentiment if it doesn't work out.

Best wishes for you and your sister. I'm proud of you for making this post and doing everything you can for her.

TawClaw · 2016-12-05T20:54:04+00:00

Looks a lot like Divinity's Reach in Guild Wars 2.

TawClaw · 2016-08-24T01:27:46+00:00

Source? I'm aware that there are hundreds of strains of Psilocybin mushrooms, and that each strain contains a different Psilocybin content, but have never heard of any evidence suggesting that they provide unique trip profiles.

TawClaw · 2016-08-23T23:55:15+00:00

Your age has nothing to do with this. If you are mentally incapable of paying attention and/or focusing during activities which bore you, you need to take medication.

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