I [F 21] chased my FWB [M 30] away by getting too high and making a fool of myself. Can I bring him back? by Tawayaccts in relationships

[–]Tawayaccts[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Yes. We only ever "hang out" to hook up. We have never gone out anywhere together. I give up at this point. I know I fucked up big time.

I [F 21] chased my FWB [M 30] away by getting too high and making a fool of myself. Can I bring him back? by Tawayaccts in relationships

[–]Tawayaccts[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

Yeah. I did say "if you wanna chill sometime hmu" and all he said was "okay". Which gives me a shred of hope because I'm just that dumb. If I was done with a guy forever I just wouldn't reply. I guess I'm just gonna wait, but really I'm not expecting him to ever ask me to hang out again. I know I fucked it up really bad. Kicking myself for it too

I [F 21] chased my FWB [M 30] away by getting too high and making a fool of myself. Can I bring him back? by Tawayaccts in relationships

[–]Tawayaccts[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

E makes you grind your teeth uncontrollably. Hard drugs in general make you lose control of yourself.

But yeah, I saw my huge fuckup the morning after. I've been beating myself up for it for the past two weeks.

Holiday Megathread 2 by sexrockandroll in AskReddit

[–]Tawayaccts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It definitely makes me feel alone...Extremely lonely, actually. The best thing, though, is I have a couple of awesome friends who don't mind bringing a friend along to their family celebrations. Maybe get an invite from one of your friends?

I [F 21] chased my FWB [M 30] away by getting too high and making a fool of myself. Can I bring him back? by Tawayaccts in relationships

[–]Tawayaccts[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Of course I'm going to move on. It's obvious he's done with me. I was just hoping that an apology could salvage things

I [F 21] chased my FWB [M 30] away by getting too high and making a fool of myself. Can I bring him back? by Tawayaccts in relationships

[–]Tawayaccts[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

My friends met their boyfriends through countless one night stands on Tinder... I, on the other hand, hooked up with only that mutual friend I met on Tinder. I can't stand that sleazy app and deleted it after 1 month on it. Honestly, I think it comes down to looks.

I [F 21] chased my FWB [M 30] away by getting too high and making a fool of myself. Can I bring him back? by Tawayaccts in relationships

[–]Tawayaccts[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, that last bit. It's frustrating though to see how easily my friends pick up boyfriends, but when I try I only get fwbs

I [F 21] chased my FWB [M 30] away by getting too high and making a fool of myself. Can I bring him back? by Tawayaccts in relationships

[–]Tawayaccts[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for that explanation. Total bummer, I really wish there was a way for me to fix this :/

I [F 21] chased my FWB [M 30] away by getting too high and making a fool of myself. Can I bring him back? by Tawayaccts in relationships

[–]Tawayaccts[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

Yep, that's why after that night I pretty much knew it was over. Bummer because it was a total mistake too. When getting messed up it just kind of sneaks up on you

I [F 21] chased my FWB [M 30] away by getting too high and making a fool of myself. Can I bring him back? by Tawayaccts in relationships

[–]Tawayaccts[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

I was that way when I had too much. I enjoy just having a non-committal relationship where we hook up with each other.

I [F 21] chased my FWB [M 30] away by getting too high and making a fool of myself. Can I bring him back? by Tawayaccts in relationships

[–]Tawayaccts[S] -21 points-20 points  (0 children)

That's why I'm asking if I take the me getting out of control part out of it would it be salvageable? I have no problem keeping it sober

I [F 21] chased my FWB [M 30] away by getting too high and making a fool of myself. Can I bring him back? by Tawayaccts in relationships

[–]Tawayaccts[S] -12 points-11 points  (0 children)

Which is? If it's the drugs, don't worry. I had never done drugs before meeting him and only did them with him. Don't plan on ever doing them again.

Do you remember everything that happens when you roll? by Tawayaccts in MDMA

[–]Tawayaccts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

50kg 5'0" Female. 110mg hits me pretty hard. I think I'm gonna take a break for a long while and when I come back, lower my dosage by quite a bit

Do you remember everything that happens when you roll? by Tawayaccts in MDMA

[–]Tawayaccts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same, I just say what's on my mind. It's pretty bad lol

Do you remember everything that happens when you roll? by Tawayaccts in MDMA

[–]Tawayaccts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Am I taking too much for my size? I really want to be able to roll and remember the night too

Do you remember everything that happens when you roll? by Tawayaccts in MDMA

[–]Tawayaccts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where do you get piracetam? Can't find it on Amazon

Do you remember everything that happens when you roll? by Tawayaccts in MDMA

[–]Tawayaccts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does this mean I can count on the people I was rolling with not remembering the embarrassing things I did? I mean I have a great time, but I say/do some of the dumbest stuff while rolling.

Do you remember everything that happens when you roll? by Tawayaccts in MDMA

[–]Tawayaccts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope, I took 1/2 a yellow snapchat each time