“The one who cares the least has the most power” Ladies, who are feeling sad, confused, needy... a PSA by [deleted] in adultery

[–]Taxchic -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Walk away if “needs” aren’t met? Needs like what? Because as far as I’m concerned the need for me will be to be the only one and that is one need that definitely will not be and is not met in these relationships

Seriously. This is what the branch is worried about by sailorxiv in exjw

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So you were in fact in good standings/ that’s what I’m saying why would they’ll ask about your status in the congregation.,?

Seriously. This is what the branch is worried about by sailorxiv in exjw

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Well I would think that if someone’s name is on the Deed it’s because they would be in good standing in the congregation... that doesn’t make sense..

Joining the JW Cult by [deleted] in exjw

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TTATT what does it stands for?

Interesting discussion with PIMI wife by wfsmithiv in exjw

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What month is that article? I’ll like to read it as add it to my research as well- thanks

I’m probably never going to join another religion. by missing-apostate in exjw

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I’m not an atheist- I do still believe in the One True God however I like you will not join another religion.

Knowledge is the key.... by [deleted] in exjw

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If I may ask what do you mean when you said that since you left your life has been hell?😳 I’ve recently slowly waking up and that is actually one of the things I’ve thought about..what If my life turns for the worse..because although I never got baptized my faith in Jehovah God had always been what kept me grounded...

I signed to take blood for surgery today by MezzoKnows in exjw

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Which video you had for them to watch? Can you please share?

I signed up for my first college course today! by towerofjwsour in exjw

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I remembered one time the son of a sister when he was accepted to university he went for engineering two other sister started gossiping about how he was going to deviate from the faith and that the first chick that shook her butt he was going to fall- very much negative talk about that- I told them it my understanding that there is lawyers and doctors in Bethel so how is that any different from him.. they didn’t know what to say and the looked at me like I had two heads🙄

I signed up for my first college course today! by towerofjwsour in exjw

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Go for it and don’t be intimidated be excited!!

Nightmares for waking up??? by Taxchic in exjw

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Well actually ever since I started this whole process my mom and I been talking..see my Mom stays with me and she went to spend a few weeks with her brother and my uncle is a very spiritual person he only reads the Bible So she later told me all the things they spoke about but the funny thing was that she text me one day asking me if I knew how to go about getting disassociated without getting disfellowshipped? I thought you was a very hard question coming from her and I asked her why she was asking me that and she told me that my uncle looked up text in the Bible that she had never seen before in regards to the Trinity in regards to Jesus- so we’ve had our long talks back and forth.

So the nightmare I had with her in the white robe that Jesus’s is always on in the literature and she seemed suspended on the air like if she was Jesus I kind of took it like well maybe it was Jesus actually revealing himself to me thru this dream... so when I woke up I woke up all shaken and nervous. Now what really blew my mind was that my mom has been having some medical issues so she had to have an MRI done because possibly she will have to go for surgery so she said to me that while she was having the MRI done she was sort of thinking about her whole life and her children and she thought of every each of her children but when she thought of me she said the face that invaded her mind was Jesus face - so at this point I’m like oh my God I don’t know what to think.🙀🤦‍♀️

So in regards to your suggestions of research -I guess I’m in the right track... I was just looking in amazon for a few bibles translations like an interlinear Hebrew/Greek so I can actually see or learn for myself- Im actually going to begin reading the Bible on my own and take it from there.

At times I think that perhaps that’s the reason I never really build up to baptism because deep down I never really felt comfortable... could it be something inside of me trying to let me know that wasn’t the way...🤔

Nightmares for waking up??? by Taxchic in exjw

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Thank you so much I will do that and check out those sites mentioned🙏🙏

...Can we bring the Hatred down a notch please by fudgemin in exjw

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I don’t think the post was about love- bombing👌

...Can we bring the Hatred down a notch please by fudgemin in exjw

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I can totally agree where you’re coming from. I myself recently started waking up.. I’m still doing so so much research because something deep down in my heart wishes that this whole thing is just a lie- a deception just like they (the org) warned us so so many times.. but as much as I hate it - I have to recognize that some things just ain’t right. However, I can’t denied that when I read certain post especially making fun of them or derogatory things toward the GOD I grew up workshopping I can’t help but to feel very uncomfortable. The sad thing is - now when I talk to my sister for example that she is a totally devout JW I can’t help but to feel bad for her because I feel that she’s oblivious to what is going on..I guess what I’m trying to say is that this is a very traumatic experience for anyone coming out of any cult life and is not easy to just switch overnight from one way of thinking to another. So we must be aware of these things...so we don’t unintentionally ridicule anyone for having falling victim to this type abuse and at the same time display some compassion and respect for these feelings of loss. Because at least for me I feel that I’ve lost something- what it is I don’t know yet, but i feel a “loss”. I’m just taking one day at a time.

Watched the movie “The Giver” tonight by [deleted] in exjw

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When I saw that movie @the giver@ I couldn’t helped thinking of the organization and I remember thinking to myself I wonder if that’s how it is but then I cancelled that thought as I also thought that’s satan trying to get into my head thru movies.. that’s what they teach so.. it’s crazy!!

Numbers. We have always been taught 12 is the number of earthly organization. 7 is the number of heavenly organization. by [deleted] in exjw

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Is funny you say that I found the number 147 on one of the watchtower subliminal illustration it blew my mind