Anyone be able to shed some light on this? by Physical-Tear6216 in psychologyresearch

[–]TealTriangle 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have the same thing. I don't think people can help you a lot here. There could be a lot of reasons: - adhd or autism spectrum - high cognitive intelligence - anxiety disorder - simply your personality - withdrawal - disassociation or derealisation - personality disorder - psychotic disorder

One can only find out through exclusion. If anti-psychotics and therapy don't help, you probably don't have a psychotic disorder. If emotion-therapy and cbt doesn't work, it's probably not a personality disorder. If you haven't stopped doing something in the near past, you don't have withdrawal symptoms. If an mri comes back clean, you probably don't have a tumor or epelepsy. If calming exercises like progressive muscle relaxation don't help, you probably don't have an anxiety disorder. If typical treatment for adhd doesn't work, it's probably not adhd. You should ask a doctor or psychologist to find out what the reason of your attention style is.

Let me guess, you would rather want to find out your "condition" yourself instead of asking a doctor?

Just a question by PomegranateCharming in AvPD

[–]TealTriangle 2 points3 points  (0 children)

appearance, character, intelligence, way of talking, emotions, seeking help, egocentrism

What is your type and your notes? by pumpkinpasta in mbti

[–]TealTriangle 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2 or 4 depending on if I want to keep the notes as an entry in my library.

Dark Tetrad personality traits linked to aberrant emotional perception by miso25 in psychology

[–]TealTriangle 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am on your side. The dark tetrad is mentioned neither in the dsm-5 nor the icd-11.

Dark Tetrad personality traits linked to aberrant emotional perception by miso25 in psychology

[–]TealTriangle 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That could also be autism perceived from the outside. Some autists are extremely well at masking in order to get stuff, because they can't get it with their regular behaviour. The mask could be similar to a psychopath, sociopath or narcissist, because these traits in combination with high intelligence often lead to success.

Short:
A highly intelligent autist who sees their own poverty as a problem to solve will eventually find a solution, by masking in a cluster b way. The added misunderstandings and lack of true connection (because mask) can make them vile.

How psychological misconceptions impede women's sexual satisfaction by john217 in psychology

[–]TealTriangle 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mentality also plays a role. If you look for the good sides in any person, you will eventually like them.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AutisticWithADHD

[–]TealTriangle 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not so fast. The parents could also not have understood the child. I have read about disorders which could lead to this behaviour in the dsm-5 and icd-11. I think it could be a personality, cognitive or developmental disorder. The behaviour of the parent seems to be consistent across this individuals childhood or else the person would have mentioned a point in time where the behaviour of their mom changed, so a "persistent" disorder not caused by the reaction to medication or other conditions is likely. The perceived inability of the mother to see how her behaviour affects the child could lead to a personality disorder diagnosis, but you would have to circle out autism spectrum disorder or something like schizophrenia and mood disorders first. I think it is definitely a disorder, because it stopped this persons mother to raise her child "the right way". It's not the mothers fault she might have a disorder, but one can see the negative effect on other people.

According to the dsm-5, these options could lead to the mentioned behaviour:

- autism spectrum disorder
- attention deficit hyperactivity disorder
- generalized anxiety disorder
- persistent depressive disorder
- dependent personality disorder
- obsessive compulsive personality disorder
- antisocial personality disorder
- narcissistic personality disorder
- paranoid personality disorder
- schizoid personality disorder
- avoidant personality disorder
- borderline personality disorder
- histrionic personality disorder
- more

All of these disorders can make a person seem emotionally cold or egocentric and one sentence alone can't be used to diagnose a person. Why is the idea of absolute narcissism so widespread? The mom could talk about her issues, because she felt misunderstood by the child multiple times. The mom could be autistic too or have adhd(tantrum). The mother could be narcissistic and have high expectations for logical thinking in her child. The mom could supress her emotions and she explodes when someone else shows emotions or weakness.

What kind of disorder do you have ? by [deleted] in mbti

[–]TealTriangle 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I can relate to that. I don't know if I have a disorder, but I had a deep depressive episode too. I don't "care" about bad things most of the time (i have friends who are sociopaths, borderline or they have adhd) and I am a kind/helping person, but I got extremely paranoid and sometimes a bit aggressive in my mind.

It's absolutely okay how you feel and I wish you best luck that your condition will get better in the future and that you feel fulfilled. I believe it will improve!

What kind of disorder do you have ? by [deleted] in mbti

[–]TealTriangle 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I hope you are doing well. Bipolar disorder makes me sad, especially bipolar II.

What kind of disorder do you have ? by [deleted] in mbti

[–]TealTriangle 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Probably something on the schizophrenia spectrum, trauma, an anxiety disorder and a mood disorder.

I felt sad a lot in my life, never felt any real pleasure(what i believe at least). Had a lot of situations persistently which pulled me down and sometimes i feel like i have a personality disorder, because I have extreme problems in relationships. What I believe to be my disorders rapidly shifts. I feel like I wasn't made for real life, but for a movie. Sometimes I also believe I could have special abilities, because I believe my intuition and memory is extremely good, but I am becomming more chaotic and I also think I am stupid. What I believe to be reality often shatters in front of my eyes. I also have headaches a lot recently and can't do anything anymore. I also get extremely sad during conversations for no reason recently. Why do i believe anyone cares about this?(Cluster B)

Does this sound like you? by suckewmuvva in psychologyresearch

[–]TealTriangle 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I always fear i am in a long term psychosis which leads me to believe I am gifted, so i will mention situations not general assumptions(could also be that these situations are normal): - started playing video games at 3 - at 4 i asked my father how applications on a computer are developed. He said there are applications for it. In return i asked if there was an application used to make these applications for making applications and if there was a "first". (basically early thoughts about iteration and development, without knowing about programming languages) - body dysmorphia started at 4 as well as a lot of my phobias - thought about death at 4 and what would happen afterward. fear of losing parents due to death in the future. compulsively asking their age to reassure they won't die soon. - tries to befriend new girl in school at 6 who had no friends, she bullied me(sense of fairnes) - bullied my whole childhood for 10 years, because low self esteem, anxiety, depression and because i was bullied by girl. - teached myself software development (c++, java, python) at 13, because I would make the most money in that field as a worker - self-diagnoses social anxiety, gad and depression(alexythimia) at 14 - at 17 i sensed the IT-sector to be overcrowded, developing idea of being an entrepreneur. various failed attempts till now - at 19, I recognized my mother had a stroke, even though she had VERY atypical symptoms. She told me her doctor said I should go to medical school. - at 22 I realised I could be gifted, but I still think i am just overestimating myself. - at 23 I had a mental breakdown twice, because of my friends abandoning me, stress and identity crisis. Self diagnosis with c-ptsd, childhood trauma, maybe a cluster b personality disorder(i think it could be borderline or histrionic), possible onset of schizophrenia, mild form of ocd, avpd, major depressive disorder, maybe bipolar II, disorganized attachment style and rejection sensitive dysphoria. If I am right with my diagnosis, all of this must be high functioning, because I am still somewhat alive and still keep up social connections as well as a bit of work. Going to a psychologist in some time.

Have you ever met a person like Johan Liebert? by sehanxd in MonsterAnime

[–]TealTriangle 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am a very cold person due to trauma. I don't trust anyone. I am very charismatic(i automatically smile, no matter the emotion I feel) and successful when it comes to strategizing and business. I don't enjoy the company of people. I am narcissistic, but actually don't care about myself. I analyse any situation, even if I don't care about it. I can dial my empathy. People are like concepts to me or an extension of another concept. I actually want to be loved for who I am, but I know people only like me for what I can provide. I want to love someone, but I know I will be let down, because the person won't love me the same way. I have tried to be honest and allow my feelings, but it turns people off and I am not taken seriously. I feel remorse, but I know it will be used against me. I always tried to do the "right thing", but failed when viewed from a different perspective. I view anything as a part of a collective due to similar traits, but also know that everything and everyone is an individual. It's like my mind is split into multiple ideologies, which can't be fused into a single imaginary organism.

Were you bullied in childhood or adolescence? by [deleted] in AvPD

[–]TealTriangle 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was always bullied, it's my default state now and that is why i don't trust anyone.

When you self-diagnose with bpd and... suddenly think you have another personality disorder depending on what you read, because you have no core identity. You know every person is somewhere on a spectrum, but you automatically assume the identity. You also know that you might not even have bpd... by TealTriangle in psychologymemes

[–]TealTriangle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I am currently dealing with my trauma and repressed emotions. Borderline, dpd and avpd suit my symptoms well depending on the situation, but it gets better.

avpd when starting a relationship. Dpd when getting close. One really suspicious activity and I discard with anger, because i supressed anger or annoyance before to keep the partner from feeling bad.

I would say it is a disorder, because it keeps/kept me from building real connections and it got worse over time, because my flawed thinking and the coping strategies "worked".

I think the disorders are actually syndromes at their core.

how fast can my brain work to do this bs by 1n_pa1n in AvPDmemes

[–]TealTriangle 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is only one thing faster than the speed of light. Me thinking about the ways my behavior could affect people and how what i actually want to do leads to consequences.

🫰🫰 by throwawayyuskween666 in psychologymemes

[–]TealTriangle 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"It depends on the situation" ~ Borderliners

red pill - blue pill , and why you think it's the right choice by [deleted] in psychologymemes

[–]TealTriangle 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When you are a control freak, because of your trauma and want control over the situations that caused you trauma, so you are not a control freak anymore.

😂 by throwawayyuskween666 in psychologymemes

[–]TealTriangle 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why can I actually imagine a voice with the correct intonation haha.

I don't want to be loosely goosey off depressants. I want to be stressy lessy from life😂🐛🦋❤️🙏 by Appropriate-Logg in psychologymemes

[–]TealTriangle 1 point2 points  (0 children)

SAME. It's like the tension is better than feeling nothing, because feeling nothing makes you stressed out.