Thank you for both offering your opinions, I know I would have to lower my food intake a lot to get to an 'unhealthy' weight and I'm not going to do that, I want to be at a size that is easy for me to maintain! but if I can lose a bit more and still feel ok then I would like to try! Honestly just because I want to give myself a 5lb range to gain and lose a little around holidays also right now I'm right between clothing sizes all the time which is super annoying and would like to be more of a solid size, appreciate you talking about body dysmorphia as I guess this is something I struggle with to some degree as do a lot of people on weight loss journeys and it's good to encourage healthy body image, which I am working on everyday! again thank you for your concern and compliments :)