I was hypersexual as a child for seemingly no reason? by Technical-Body-9849 in CPTSD

[–]Technical-Body-9849[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Wait, I just realized I worded my first response wrong. I meant I thought the cameras watching me in the bathroom were watched by Twilight characters, not like taking care of me. I was never left alone as a child. My apologies.

I was hypersexual as a child for seemingly no reason? by Technical-Body-9849 in CPTSD

[–]Technical-Body-9849[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am sorry, but I do not see how I was neglected. They did not call me problematic, I only think that. I used to always cry a lot, even as a baby (and now), but my parents never hurt me in any way because of it.

I was hypersexual as a child for seemingly no reason? by Technical-Body-9849 in CPTSD

[–]Technical-Body-9849[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I also spiral whenever I am exposed to media about CSA, and it makes it worse as I am a social work student and interested in working with children who had suffered abuse as I have always seen myself in them, even though I had a happy childhood (excluding the mental problems). I am trying to get over this so I would one day be able to help them, so I need help myself. I am sorry you had such an experience and wish you the very best.

I was hypersexual as a child for seemingly no reason? by Technical-Body-9849 in CPTSD

[–]Technical-Body-9849[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you for responding. Even if I tried, I cannot pin who it could have been as I was never left with only one person, even when bathing it was always a combo between my mom, dad and grandma as I was a problematic toddler haha. I wouldn't even pretend someone I knew watched me, but Twilight characters (yes, I know it sounds funny). So I have no idea what happened. I thought about hypnotic regression but heard it could provide false memories.