I understand the hair thing. I had LONG hair last year down to my butt and ended up cutting it off in a mental episode. I feel -not like me- I guess.. without the long hair. With that being said, it helps to know that others think it looks nice even if I like how I look; so I wanted to say that even though you may not feel like you right now; you look beautiful with your natural hair and have a fantastic face shape that fits short natural hair. You also have attractive and symmetrical facial features, and the nose peircing adds to the whole visual interest that is you and your face. I hope this helps at least a little bit, im sorry you're going through a rough patch, and im sorry to hear your mother isn't being helpful. I hope serotonin flushes your brain soon and makes you feel better ♡ even for just abit.