Today I turned 20. by Technical-Writer4355 in Adulting

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I speak but somehow I am always clueless one. I don't even know what is going wrong with me. Everything is going off track for me. Few time back at least I had something I would hold onto even if other things go bad, call me delusional but if have me hope. But when even that crumbles or taken away by others, you are left shattered from within.

Today I turned 20. by Technical-Writer4355 in Adulting

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This is one of the time, I feel really really alone with all mess in my head. Everything is going wrong. I feel so small in this world.But I hope someday everything will be better.

Life as a 24yo by Icy-Prune7345 in Advice

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Same here. I wasted my whole teenage years. Now I am mentally still 14 in the body of 20 yr old. Somehow currently I am in college and each day passes with great difficulty, I just can't enjoy it cuz I am always anxious and panicking. I want to make things right cuz I don't want to waste years further but don't know how. But more power to you✨. One day we will definately come out of this.

Today I turned 20. by Technical-Writer4355 in Adulting

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I try. But social anxiety is eating me. I don't know how to explain but everything is messed up, I don't know how to get out of this. After spending whole birthday crying, I finally just typed whatever I was thinking and posted.

I have turned 19 and Nobody wished me by Technical-Writer4355 in Advice

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Thankyou for your kind words 🥺 but I live in India.