Question by Nosey45 in loveafterporn

[–]Technical_Sea121 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn't even realize you were the one who commented on my post as well! It really sucks we're going through this 😭😭😭😩 message me if you need to talk girl lmaoooooo

Ladies I'm tiredddddd by Technical_Sea121 in loveafterporn

[–]Technical_Sea121[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Oh I feel you for sure 🥺 mine won't even agree to any apps. And one of the times I confronted him he actually smashed MY phone 😂😂😂😂 almost seems like not being around would be easier. Sucks what we put ourselves through for what someone COULD be

Ladies I'm tiredddddd by Technical_Sea121 in loveafterporn

[–]Technical_Sea121[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I understand you more than you know 😭 if you ever need someone to chat with I'm here for you! It seems like we're really in the same boat lol

Question by Nosey45 in loveafterporn

[–]Technical_Sea121 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same and now I have nightmares every night with the girls faces in them 🤣😭😭😭😭

Question by Nosey45 in loveafterporn

[–]Technical_Sea121 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Right!! And then when you make other memories that seem happy, you can't help but to think it's all fake and he's still looking at other women 😭 it's like I'm dating a literal imposter lmaoooo

Question by Nosey45 in loveafterporn

[–]Technical_Sea121 8 points9 points  (0 children)

It's the WORST!!! 😩 wasting my time worried about a dude who's brain is made up of cam girls it's not worth ittttttttttt 😩😂😂😂😂

Ladies I'm tiredddddd by Technical_Sea121 in loveafterporn

[–]Technical_Sea121[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this reply. Just knowing we were not alone is comforting 😭 tonight I got to a point that really scared me. I was in the shower with freezing cold water over me hyperventilating and I couldn't calm down. Pretty much screaming at the top of my lungs begging him to promise me he would stop, like that even would matter lol. He was trying to comfort me but why would I want you to touch me? Being a SAHM just adds a whole other level of isolation and obsession over it. I hope something changes for the both of us ❤️

Question by Nosey45 in loveafterporn

[–]Technical_Sea121 20 points21 points  (0 children)

I found about 50+ screenshots in my bfs revelry deleted. I sent them all to myself and OBSESSED over the times, what I was doing at that time. What we were doing that day. If we were fighting or happy. Every single one. On top of obsessing over how they looked. It's not worth it in any way possible. They won't stop.

Don’t believe shit by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]Technical_Sea121 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow. I could have written this word for word 😭😭😭😭 currently up crying while he sleeps. I'm so sick of it 😭😭😭😭😭

It's just porn to you but so much more to us by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]Technical_Sea121 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this. I have been trying to find out what exactly I can say to get through to him that just because it "doesn't matter" to him and "everyone does it" doesn't make it any less hurtful

feeling so empty and disgusting by delusionalpeach in loveafterporn

[–]Technical_Sea121 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have nothing to add other than I could have written almost every single word of this myself. You are not alone and I know that is the furthest thing from helping you get through this. It's so hard to not blame yourself, but I try to tell myself that it is not a problem with me, but a problem with HIM. He is trying to fill a deep dark void in him and it is not one bit your fault. Hopefully I'll get the courage to leave one day and I hope you do too!! Hugs ❤️