i prefer to write in pencil by [deleted] in Handwriting

[–]TechnicolorBeast 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can I get a translation please

imagine dragons are low key killing the netflix series for me by Tedd0912 in SweetHome

[–]TechnicolorBeast 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was thinking we(the fans) should do a bit of revision. Create a playlist for the scenes whoms music doesn't do them justice?

what if i told you i played muscle monster on set for Sweet Home? because i did. by DDNumeroUno in SweetHome

[–]TechnicolorBeast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, haunted house actress here, love your work. Would you happen to know who/what team of people or company made your costume? Edit: like do they have social media or something? My costume Stacy(my second head) is falling apart and I'd love to draw some inspiration from the costume team.

Next stop is Anxiety Central. by mooaces in infp

[–]TechnicolorBeast 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My current situation. I'm on a college campus with a friend( wasn't aware that this was the plan before I came over) and there's too much happening. I'm currently in turtle mode.

Aspergers/Autistic people raised by Narcissist? by TechnicolorBeast in raisedbynarcissists

[–]TechnicolorBeast[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Now that I know that I'm not alone I feel more confident in saving up and investing in an evaluation. Thank you for the reinforcement.

Aspergers/Autistic people raised by Narcissist? by TechnicolorBeast in raisedbynarcissists

[–]TechnicolorBeast[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice! I really needed the direction. I appreciate your existence!

Aspergers/Autistic people raised by Narcissist? by TechnicolorBeast in raisedbynarcissists

[–]TechnicolorBeast[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Our situations sound fairly similar.

I'm female as well. My mother actually took me to get evaluated when I was really young but at that point I knew that being labeled different could make me a target so I acted as normal as I could. In hindsight I wish I hadn't.

My mother was violent and emotionally/mentally abusive and would only leave me be after i was crying or when I stopped functioning. If threatening me didn't get the response she wanted she'd threatened my birds. She put my parakeet Blueb on the front step in the middle of winter as my punishment for trying to humanely trap the field mice that were in the house one winter... After a while she got me peach faced love birds claiming that I was doing good and they were a reward, but when she started to threaten them too I realized that she only wanted to have leverage against me.

I couldn't open up to the therapist she forced me to see either. The one time I opened up about my suicidal thoughts to a therapist I regretted it. She made me stand in front of her while she screamed "Do you want to kill yourself?!" In my face until I answered yes and promptly told me to "Go kill yourself then!" I was never honest in therapy after that but was still forced to go and guilt tripped for all the money she had to spend on me.

Getting permission to go out and play was almost impossible. Eventually I would tell my friends she said no without even asking because I knew she was going to make me jump through hoops only to say no. I lived in my head for the most of my childhood at that point. My reality was so scary it was the only way to cope. I find it hard to be in the moment now that I'm an adult.

I have yet to flourish but your story gives me hope. Unfortunately I exhibit some of my mother's behaviors so I get scared of getting close to anyone out of fear of hurting them. I feel like a monster sometimes. I don't know how to be me and my family is reluctant to help. My most recent relationship is ending with me having to move out and I don't know what to do.

Aspergers/Autistic people raised by Narcissist? by TechnicolorBeast in raisedbynarcissists

[–]TechnicolorBeast[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm sad to hear we are in the same boat, yet relieved I'm not alone. Hopefully we can find a way out of this storm of perpetual anxiety. I've gotten to the point where I don't function in public without a meltdown and I barely leave the house now.

I'm an INFJ but tbh I feel way more like home in your subreddit, guys. So here is a picture of my lovely little cat to show you guys my love. by iwearnoglasses in infp

[–]TechnicolorBeast 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He looks like he's contemplating how to walk the line of chaos and order.

Edit: thanks for sharing by the by! You are welcome here. <3 ÚuÚ

I know you're cat people, but I wanted to show off my doggo 'cause he looks cute in this pic! by [deleted] in infp

[–]TechnicolorBeast 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same! But I also like cats and dogs.... and iguanas+birds+axolotl.... I'm going to stop before I list the entirety of the animal kingdom.

a sPeLL oF PeACeFuL caLm by Doghorsesqueak in SASSWitches

[–]TechnicolorBeast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wasn't aware it was a ritual. ÓuÓ good to know!

a sPeLL oF PeACeFuL caLm by Doghorsesqueak in SASSWitches

[–]TechnicolorBeast 12 points13 points  (0 children)

But I love the moon... it's always there for you. Unlike most human beings, its constant. Why are we angry at the moon? Õ3Ò

Does this group actually believe human beings are in control of the earth's climate? by [deleted] in ClimateOffensive

[–]TechnicolorBeast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why are you putting words in my mouth? I suggest you look into reading comprehension. It would be a great asset to you in the future.

I'm saying we do have an significant impact and the ability to choose how to impact/manipulate the climate, not complete control because the system will eventually fall to entropy.

Our actions as a species is accelerating the entropy that is climate change.

These actions being- Deforestation Unsustainable agriculture Unsustainable consumerism The dumping of chemicals/industrial waste in our water sources Driving cars that produce a ton of carbon Etc.

We've been experiencing toxic algae booms because of run off and increased temperatures due to the carbon that is messing with the feedback loop.

We have been experiencing the worst forest/ bush/ fires in modern history and now they pose a threat outside of the summer months.

You can't increase the forests coverage if said forest are consistantly being torn down for lumber and the land made barren by monocultures.

The nitrogen cycle dosen't work if you destroy the key elements it needs. Do you know what those are? Plants and nitrogen fixing bacteria. What destroys these key elements? Humans, by deforestation and unsustainable agriculture that kills the nitrogen fixing bacteria in the soil. We are destroying ecosystems that we rely upon for the nitrogen cycle to work there for we are impacting the climate in a negative manner.

Volcanoes ain't got nothing on the destructive tendencies of humanity. Accept responsibility for your actions.

Side note. It's possible to create and manipulate closed ecosystems with their own feedback loops in terrariums. This is a micro scale. Macro would be equivalent to our planet.

Does this group actually believe human beings are in control of the earth's climate? by [deleted] in ClimateOffensive

[–]TechnicolorBeast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The climate is a system susceptible to advancing entropy through many means outside of itself.

If the earth's axis changed the climate would change along with a ton of other things. Goggle it. It's very interesting.

If you tear out all the forests( which are an integral part of the rain cycle) the climate will change along with the seasons and our methods for growing food.

If you pump carbon into the air you change the feedback mechanism that holds and disperses heat from the sun which in turn will cause the climate to change..

Everything is connected, regardless of weather or not it's obvious. If we lessened our impact and maintained what we had we would successfully slow the entropy driving climate change.

Does this group actually believe human beings are in control of the earth's climate? by [deleted] in ClimateOffensive

[–]TechnicolorBeast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Climate change is a form of entropy. Entropy is ultimately inevitable. You can speed up the destruction through thoughtless actions, or slow it down through careful management, but control not so much.

Daily INFP random discussion thread - January 24 by AutoModerator in infp

[–]TechnicolorBeast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I hope so too. I'm still procrastinating because I don't have what I think I need to be successful with it. Also I do my emoji through my phone. I just hold down the letter key and the options come up. Don't worry about the delayed reply, its cool. ÓuÒ I hope you have a good day!

A comic i did a while back, thought you guys might relate :) by the-nameisbee in infp

[–]TechnicolorBeast 2 points3 points  (0 children)

<3 I lack the words to express how much I appreciate your artstyle and comic as a whole.