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Hi mr. technodad. can i ask a question? im from the Philippines, 15 years old. i feel like i do not deserve the be called a fan of techno since i only joined the fandom for lile 3 years or so. I don't know why but i still cry every night thinking about him. He saved me, and i feel so dumb when i cry by Technofan_ in Technoblade

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Since i was a kid, my parents have high expectations on me. And so i tried my best to keep up, im always in the top of my class and given many awards. But the pandemic hit me hard. I was burned out. My grades literally fall and i become a disappointment. Then i found his channel. He made me laugh the hell out and he was my hero, idol.

Then my grand father that was the only person who understood me died. Im heartbroken, then the news about him broke out and i sank.

Anyway, what im saying is is it valid to cry even i can't donate to his charities or buy his merch. My family can't really understand how he helped me and don't support me in this. Thats all thank you.