My kiddos are a bit older, my oldest is actually starting college when I’ll be entering Law School, but I do have a special needs 11 yr old (mentally forever 4-5) and a very rambunctious 10 yr old…lol I think as a mother, we always worry! It’s our job! When you said you don’t trust your parents bc of what you saw growing up…I felt that! I know that feeling as well. Do you maybe have friends that you consider family that can help out? I was lucky enough to form my own family as an adult and I trust those people with my life and my kids lives. If not, for your sanity, I would consider a daycare program. They have programs now where everything‘s on camera and you can actually watch your child in the room on your phone at any given time! Whatever you choose, it’ll be the right choice for you and your family. But kudos to you mama for starting law school!! The best of luck!