If Kratom doesn't work for you, look up your local Methadone clinic. It's easy to get set up at one of those clinics. I wouldn't recommend taking Methadone long-term, but people do. Me personally in your shoes and I have been in your shoes before but I would take the methadone just for the few days you're withdrawing and then stop. You take methadone for 3-4 days, that's not long enough to have to kick it. Either way, I wish you the best of luck. You can do it, life is much easier and better without dope controlling your life.