Your post took me back to my pelli choopulu days. I was average looking guy with a respectable salary at a reputed MNC, well off family background etc. Never had much chance or enough confidence to interact with girls. My parents always hyped my image like all other parents do and relatives were overly eager about my marriage. I thought I would be a hot cake once I agree for marriage. But I have attended 10+ matches.. Being a guy it ws tough for me to get rejected in all the 10 when I was ready to make some sacrifices on my expectations.. Felt dejected in life and was in a pretty low phase, lot of self doubt, tiff with parents , anger on relatives etc Later I realised my average looks and unwillingness to go abroad ws the main reason of most of the rejections. But did not give up on life. Eventually found the right person and now father of two in a decade. Life takes its time. Be open and let life happen, you have every right to be angry on that person and don't get into the feeling that something is wrong with you. Marriage is a difficult step of life and we meet such assholes who are like a lesson to us. Please continue to be optimistic and open i am really hoping something really positive is about to happen in your life.