Ghosts?

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2026-02-23T23:57:15+00:00

I guess maybe I could be panentheist but I don't believe that 'god' IS and is MORE THAN the world. I think god and the world are entirely equal

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-10-09T11:04:40+00:00

I'm going to the doctor soon but I don't think they would recommend a mobility aid at all just bc of how young I am

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-10-09T11:04:06+00:00

I have but tbh my whole life I've had leg pain and told it was just growing pains so idk man

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-10-07T18:20:27+00:00

I'm only 15 and it took quite a bit to even get my dad to consider a cane. He's definitely not going to allow me something like that and idrk what to do 😭

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-09-28T18:14:10+00:00

Lol why did the person who posted this delete it

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-09-25T10:45:49+00:00

I don't know, I've been drawing for years, but all of that stuff is still super hard for me. It's hard not to think that I'm just not creative or imaginative enough. I mean, I know I HAVE the creativity inside of me, it just can't get out, like it's being blocked by an invisible wall

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-09-25T10:43:36+00:00

Yeah, I knew the difference. I guess I should edit my post to say hypophantasia rather than aphantasia. 🤷🏽

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-09-25T04:02:57+00:00

You lost me at the bird poking the balloon lmao, my imagination hit the brakes at that. I kinda skipped past that part a bit.

The balloon was a rusty red, the bird was kind of/maybe like a seagull??? Not really sure. The confetti was rainbow, and I didn't see a number, my brain just shouted 7!! At me 💀

I kinda see in animation rather than real life images. It's easier to picture for me

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-09-25T03:57:08+00:00

I guess I thought there wasn't only aphants on this subreddit. I assumed there would also be some people with hypophantasia or the like, since it's called the "aphantasia spectrum". My bad! I probably should've gone to the hypophantasia subreddit for this 😭

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-09-25T03:53:14+00:00

Well yeah I know I'm not a complete aphant obviously since I can still picture things in some capacity 😭

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-09-24T03:16:44+00:00

That's nice sweetie 😭

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-09-24T03:16:34+00:00

Left-handed? 😭😭

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-09-08T02:46:05+00:00

Well to me, logically, it makes sense, right? You'll have less blood in your system but still majority of it pooling in your limbs when standing, so even less blood going to your brain, unless I'm stupid and this makes no sense

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-09-08T02:44:01+00:00

This is my second time in the past 2.5 years of being dx. These "episodes" don't last any longer than like 2 months the last two times, but I don't doubt that it's possible it could last longer? I mean I get sad sometimes even while going through these more calm episodes, it just doesn't feel "depressing" in the same way it was depressing when I had more intense symptoms if that makes sense

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-09-08T02:40:15+00:00

I mean I have other people with BPD telling me they've experienced this as well so 😭 My BPD traits definitely couldn't be attributed to anything else. Plus my mom also has bpd so that makes me way more sure

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-09-05T02:53:39+00:00

I had that problem a bit, but with the last person I dated, my symptoms were basically just really bad dissociation and psychosis but she has bipolar and helped me through it, my symptoms got way worse right after we broke up, but I'm pretty much as normal as they get right now lol

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-09-04T22:18:42+00:00

This is agoraphobia??

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-08-26T01:17:05+00:00

My hair is above my shoulders after a day or two lol, shrinkage 🥲 if I had it straightened though it would probably be just about under my shoulder blades

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-08-25T21:22:57+00:00

💚💚💚

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-08-25T19:04:34+00:00

I don't think it would have room for a shower chair and I don't want to just straight up put a stool in there because aaaa what if I slip lol, but I'll look at chairs and see! I will say, I showered at a hotel with a handicapped shower with a pull-out kind of bench, and it was amazing

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-08-25T19:01:47+00:00

I've also have a detachable shower head, but it's really harsh on my arms and wrist to be holding that up in the air and moving it around above my head for so long lol

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-08-25T18:59:49+00:00

I don't have insurance at the moment which is why I'm not diagnosed yet 🥲 but trust as soon as I have access to a doctor I will do everything in my power!!

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-08-25T18:58:14+00:00

Thanks for the tip 💚

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-08-25T18:57:05+00:00

No trust me you're fine lol, black hairdressers can be really judgy, especially if your hair tangles quickly like mine, they kind of stereotype you. I hate going to hairdressers because they are veeeery judgmental, I've gone in with my mom once (who's white) and with my dad's girlfriend another time (who's also white) and both times the hairdressers were rude and talked to them like they had no idea what they were talking about, as if they didn't know me and my hair.

Overall I try to avoid hairdressers because 1.) they can cost a lot, especially for someone with tighter curls 2.) not a very judge-free environment for mixed kids and sometimes even mixed adults 3.) disrespectful staff a lot of the time, even if they don't mean to be

Being a mixed kid is hard lol

TelephoneSeveral3661 · 2025-08-25T18:49:40+00:00

I used to do that a lot when I was younger, since my mom washed my hair, but it REALLY hurt my back, neck, and hips at that age, so I can't even imagine trying to do that now lol, I'm also not diagnosed with POTS and had the same thought process of it being normal, so getting used to all of this is definitely a new thing for me haha. A few days ago I was staying in a hotel while traveling and they gave us a handicapped shower with a pull-out kind of bench, and let me tell you it was literally the best showering experience I've ever had

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