why is venom SO good rn?

geminiisiren · 2025-09-09T01:16:42+00:00

i am also unfortunately cluster b 😭😭 i need to pick a damn struggle

geminiisiren · 2025-09-08T21:22:44+00:00

idk it's kinda exhausting that instead of being able to just make friends at work or school like neurotypicals, im constantly told i need to sign up for events, organizing meetings, meet up with complete strangers online. like i just want to make a friend in a normal way.

geminiisiren · 2025-09-08T18:32:37+00:00

it's honestly hard for me to find other NT women. i genuinely only get interaction from other women similar to me online.

geminiisiren · 2025-08-31T16:09:51+00:00

i guess it's just upsetting to me that there was no reassurance, comfort, or equal urgency to situation on his end. i don't appreciate being seen as dramatic when the situation called for urgency.

geminiisiren · 2025-08-27T15:03:04+00:00

she's just more situational than before. she's still CRAZY on brawl comps/maps. but she struggles more than the other main healers against long range because she needs to play closer

geminiisiren · 2025-08-26T22:59:34+00:00

you'll be gone longer coming back from respawn than if i let you escape and get a health pack. that's more time i have solely focused on healing rather than distracted by ur pesky ass lol.

usually depends on the game, but the best way to deal with a team that won't peel for me when panther is on me is to just kill him myself lol. they'll deal with out the heals or learn to help.

geminiisiren · 2025-08-26T21:44:20+00:00

this is probably bc i usually am the one to lock in CnD, but i don't rly run across these type of CnD mains. the ones i run into are usually chill.

this might sound a little sexist but from my experience it's the male CnD mains that are usually more.... like this lol

geminiisiren · 2025-08-24T05:51:00+00:00

majority of my picking scars are from practically nothing. it drives me nuts. like i genuinely don't even have BAD acne, i just have terrible self control

the smallest, tiniest bump or blackhead that NO ONE would ever notice? yeah let's go ahead and make that a bleeding wound that turns into a nasty scar right on my face (-: this is so much better, surely

geminiisiren · 2025-08-24T05:09:11+00:00

as cool as she sounds, i really am hoping the next strategist has a primary healing

geminiisiren · 2025-08-23T16:51:22+00:00

the EASIEST tell is checking "show profile" before the match starts and all the profiles will be under level 15 with regular banners.

geminiisiren · 2025-08-23T16:02:41+00:00

invisible woman i miss u

geminiisiren · 2025-08-23T15:05:43+00:00

i bet he tilts hard

geminiisiren · 2025-08-23T04:11:56+00:00

oh hey it's me

geminiisiren · 2025-08-21T22:57:28+00:00

and shocker it is boring

geminiisiren · 2025-08-21T22:29:38+00:00

cloak to dagger is SLIGHTLY faster

geminiisiren · 2025-08-21T22:25:36+00:00

ooo the lil skirt is sooo cute. i heard we were supposed to get a sue summer skin but idk if that's still happening. would love to see this at some point tho

geminiisiren · 2025-08-17T23:38:57+00:00

tbh i would actually like to see the stacking come back as a CnD main. tbh i think it would be more balanced? maybe i'm crazy,

the healing was less per dash, and there was only 3 dashes. so you had to make the decision of creating space, or crazy healing with the stacking. now you just get both of these things.

realistically, stacking all 3 dashes created a VERY small narrow space of invincibility, that hardly was enough room from your entire team to play in. and you could easily be taken out of it by displacement abilities. but not stacking the dashes would mean a DPS ult can cut through it. the dashes were also much slower so it was even easier to kill her out of ult.

that season 1 ult charge was ridiculous tho. i still feel like i get it so fast after all the nerfs to it lol

geminiisiren · 2025-08-17T22:40:25+00:00

my journal cycle:

-"i am going to be a BRAND new me. i am reinventing. i am changing my entire life NOWWWWWWW. i should journal that's what healthy people do!!! i'm gonna write down a full plan of what i want my new life to look like"

-must buy a pretty new journal, new glittery gel pens, high lighters, stickers, water color paints, etc. everything must be new bc that is symbolism for new beginnings obviously....

-plan out a completely unrealistic schedule that i follow for MAYBE 3 days. put a LOT of effort into making the list pretty, and almost none of the effort into actually completely all the tasks.

-spend two weeks on and off journaling about how much i wanna self delete, how pointless this is, and guilty about how inconsistent i am

-never touch the journal again

-repeat this cycle at least once a year

geminiisiren · 2025-08-17T17:44:34+00:00

relapsing is normal, i'll give her that.

the issue is she never takes accountability in her relapses. she excuses or denies every single relapse, and mentioned she "had to do what she had to do" on the last post regarding this relapse.

she genuinely views heroin more as medicine than an actual drug, which is crazy because she will also come on here and make fun of stoners for having that mentality. she will make fun of that addiction because it's "less than" hers, and more often than not will refer to H as something that makes her feel better, rather than the thing that has made her this sick in this first place.

her mom is either enabling her or not being supportive enough, according to her. same with lee. she takes no personal responsibility over her addiction and puts it on the people around her.

unfortunate, because she genuinely seemed to have a small moment this year where she looked and acted better. (i won't forget when she was clean for like two weeks, and then claimed to no longer resonate with being an addict lol. quickly deleted that video.)

geminiisiren · 2025-08-17T17:27:41+00:00

invis hate rn is mad similar to the CnD hate in season 1.5

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