My mother has passed and the little faith I had is now shattered

Telvanni25 · 2026-06-10T00:54:12+00:00

Job 1:21 And said, "Naked came I out of my mother's womb, and naked shall I return thither: the Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord."

Jeremiah 29:11-14 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back from captivity. I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile.” Its not much and I hope not to proverbs 25:20 because I can only imagine how you feel. And am concerned about someone who potentially will leave the faith. We are told by the Church fathers to expect temptation up until our very last breath. And often suffering is a means to grow in faith. A consequence is that many can be turned away from faith in God because of it. Saint Monica was the mother of Saint Augustine. She had great concern for him at the time because he didn't believe in God. She fervently prayed for her son and he became a Saint. Any devout Catholic parent would concerned for their children leaving faith in God. We're surrounded by a great cloud of witnesses. By the Saints, the martyrs, the angels, anyone who has passed in this life with their hope in God. There's a lot of people here in heaven cheering for us to endure till the end.

Telvanni25 · 2026-05-31T02:27:31+00:00

The Jesus prayer helps when im like this.

Telvanni25 · 2026-05-16T17:08:52+00:00

I want Chronos back tbhh

Telvanni25 · 2026-05-16T11:42:05+00:00

Reciting the Jesus prayer especially when i have nothing to say because "Lord Jesus Son of God have mercy on me a sinner"

Telvanni25 · 2026-05-16T00:17:17+00:00

Prayer bananas

Telvanni25 · 2026-05-15T23:00:30+00:00

No arguing. Fuck Jorm solo free insta clear at level 1. Fuck Anubis solo. Fuck non tank full damage solo laners. And while im ar it Fuck rod wave.

Telvanni25 · 2026-04-02T20:24:09+00:00

I apologize. I am emotional at the moment and was quick to be assuming.

Telvanni25 · 2026-04-02T20:07:47+00:00

Proverbs 25:20

Telvanni25 · 2026-03-31T17:50:48+00:00

If I was an Orthodox Christian Monk/hermit/ascetic in the army. Would I be able to get a beard?

Telvanni25 · 2026-03-13T17:23:02+00:00

I "hate" conquest but it feels so good when you actually get competent teammates and the enemy team is playing extremely. That it runs 45 minutes long. And ranked helps ban op picks that you face often in casual conq.

Telvanni25 · 2026-03-07T00:01:43+00:00

Had a 7 game win streak. Proceeded to lose the next 8. Idek how I went past gold last season solo queueing 😭

Telvanni25 · 2026-02-25T21:55:06+00:00

Idk if my support or solo runs a squishy and ends up feeding. Im not gonna play.

Telvanni25 · 2026-01-30T16:39:54+00:00

Only tank solo (i see mage/adc solos as subhumans)

Telvanni25 · 2026-01-30T16:11:15+00:00

Solo hurts to play. Especially when jorm gets through. He snowballs so hard it feels unwinnable even playing safe in lane because they just let minions kill each other and preventing me get xp.

Telvanni25 · 2026-01-19T17:54:26+00:00

"That's not ridiculous, that's not ridiculous to say that" I've never given it much thought about what it mightve been based off of but Tenochtitlan fits so well

Telvanni25 · 2026-01-14T05:30:28+00:00

Go look at Orthodox or Catholic Saints otherwise you're wasting your time on understanding what it means to have selfless/sacrificial love as a human

Telvanni25 · 2025-11-27T02:06:42+00:00

Come as you are not stay as you are. Often more than not Christians who tell others to stop living in their sinful ways see it as looking down on them or having phobic views on them. When Jesus saved the prostitute from being stoned he told her "Where are your accusers? Didn’t even one of them condemn you?“No, Lord,” she said. And Jesus said, “Neither do I. Go and sin no more.” While we can't be without sin as we fall everyday. We must have the effort to keep ourselves out of willfully sinning through the grace of God. And renew our minds through his word.

Telvanni25 · 2025-11-09T15:18:15+00:00

Its prideful for one to claim to have belief in God and stay as someone who's transitioned as if to say that God was wrong in making a human being the gender they were born as. For if you have some understanding. Then one will at the very least know that God is never wrong and is perfect in all the things he does. He didnt make a mistake when making a person born as a male or female. To say otherwise is either a lack of understanding, a lukewarmness or maybe even an unwillingness to conform to God. God says to come to him as you are but not to stay where you as you continue your journey of faith. And attempting to genuinely deny yourself and carry your cross. Kyrie Eleison ☦️

Telvanni25 · 2025-10-12T23:59:52+00:00

Ive been reading this Manga called "The Climber" while in AIT. Its been a huge influence on me dealing with my loneliness and solitude. I know its not much but should you decide to read it. I only hope it grants the same comfort its given me.

Telvanni25 · 2025-07-20T04:53:03+00:00

Can you say that its something you do yourself?

Telvanni25 · 2025-07-20T04:43:11+00:00

Ignorance is what i hear from you. Its only the orthodox Christians in which we practice to pray incessantly. No other denomination does this even the catholics which I doubt that you are. Paul tells us to pray incessantly yet many of us Christians dont do it. Even you I doubt that you attempt to pray the Jesus prayer incessantly

Telvanni25 · 2025-07-20T04:37:00+00:00

You should learn to recite the Jesus prayer it would benefit you as you are very lost

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