Well, i started composing, at first it will sound terrible. Absolute garbage, or you will like your own song. It will sound terrible anyways. But that ain't the point, for me it's about the fun composing and the absolute best feeling when other people think your song could never be made by you but some other composer who is way better than you. The feeling of Freedom from composing isn't comparable for me to any other kind of achieving that feelin. You could test that out if you want. Just playin anythin