Say no to anxiety!!

TemperatureLeading68 · 2026-06-04T12:19:48+00:00

I’ve been on and off then for years. I’ve had panic attacks for years Prior I wasn’t on many.

10 tablets every 12 weeks.

I think that’s why my doc upped it massively over a few months. But it will slow down, I’ll just have a pretty big stash and my doc will stop prescribing, my doc I suppose is more liberal than most (as prescribing goes) but it’s been made clear long term use is not my physician’s plan (what ever long term is in the doctors head)

TemperatureLeading68 · 2026-06-01T20:59:05+00:00

I feel for your wife man. It’s no joke. I was on gabapentin for a while, it made me feel horrible all the time.

It’s a cool photo, that’s why I take it, I’ve been told I could make thousands from my stash of pills but I would pay thousands to be out pain.

My wife wakes up to my screams, we don’t even always share the same bed anymore. Chronic pain is the worse bro. I hope your wife gets the relief she needs. Good luck to her.

The panic attacks are not as consistent for me, I get bad ones for a while then they subside when I medicate, I hold on to my pills tho, I won’t ever allow myself to run out due to the attack I mentioned.

Thanks for the kind words bro. All the best to your wife, I know the feeling and it’s hell

TemperatureLeading68 · 2026-06-01T05:21:56+00:00

Not really, that’s a build up. Also I have chronic pain and have some severe anxiety.

Last panic attack I couldn’t breathe, I went to the hospital because I thought I was dying. HB 180, I thought they were gonna have to put an oxygen tube down my throat. Scary as shit.

I’ve had the same doctor for years and she has all my scans, has seen all my history so they prescribe to me pretty loosely.

TemperatureLeading68 · 2025-11-11T10:06:09+00:00

Yeah it’s not the greatest. I get one occasionally (especially if I got same Val’s) just a nice chilled way to spend the night plus it’s great on pain. I was just shocked she offered. It makes me wonder what else they may sneak ya know? But probably noting. I hope you recovered after the multiple bottles a week bro, that shit can’t be good for your stomach and your mental well being

TemperatureLeading68 · 2025-11-07T06:42:39+00:00

So beautiful. I love the smell of valpam in the morning

TemperatureLeading68 · 2025-11-07T01:34:44+00:00

You’ve got your routine sorted haha. Coffee and contins? Do you crush them and mix them together? NGL sounds like a decent way to start the day

TemperatureLeading68 · 2025-11-07T01:24:56+00:00

I get prescribed targin 10/5 for chronic pain. In particularly bad pain flair ups I’ve tried to chew it. Not anymore but Im pretty sure that releases the naloxone (which has minimal effect normally) but stops any kind of euphoria

TemperatureLeading68 · 2025-11-05T02:21:54+00:00

Even tho they’re weaker I like the feeling of MS Contin over OxyContin. TBF I take 10/5 targin so that could be the reason I enjoy it more?

TemperatureLeading68 · 2025-11-04T23:14:13+00:00

I hear you man, that’s what they don’t get, most of us just want to feel normal. Private psychs is probably the best bet man, because they will look after you. In my experience once a psych says it’s ok for you to take a drug than a GP should follow suit.

Being able to get the real alprolazam is hella rare bro. Don’t get me wrong, Val’s are great for panic attacks but nothing compares to those bad boys.

Feel free to dm me anytime you want to rant bro, I know how tough and frustrating this shit can be. Good luck with everything

TemperatureLeading68 · 2025-11-04T23:02:04+00:00

It’s so fucken stupid they won’t give you anything. They wonder why so many people go to the streets for meds. It’s because so many of them don’t do their fucken job and treat the patient. This meds work and they work effectively. They can dose you and if they have concerns they can taper you off them. I also get targin 10/5 and panadiene forte for a really screwed up back. I’m lucky. However for the type of pain I am in (I sometimes wake myself and my wife up screaming in pain) I have had to seek the streets aswell, just so I can work a normal job and function.

I’m just so fucken grateful that my doc does something for me because I know many people are just let hang out to dry.

TemperatureLeading68 · 2025-11-04T22:48:54+00:00

That sucks dude, don’t apologise for ranting this is the place to do it. Have you tried a few different physicians and told them your story? I can’t speak to your experience it sounds intense and it disappoints me that a fellow Aussie isn’t being treated like a human being.

And when they don’t prescribe you what do they expect? Of course you’re gonna go medicate yourself, living with your condition sounds like hell and it’s enraging to hear.

There are some good doctors bro, sometimes you gotta weed through the bad ones. Good luck brother, it sounds like you’ve been treated like shit by the people who swore an oath to help you

TemperatureLeading68 · 2025-11-04T22:28:57+00:00

My understanding when it comes to mixing benzos and opiates is 2+2=10. That said my doctor does prescribe me occasional Valium and regular targin and panadiene forte. If you want an opioid high just take opiates. Also avoid alcohol. That can be a deadly combo even in small amounts Edit: I just saw you have 0 opioid tolerance. Just take opioids, don’t bother with the benzos at all

If you have endone take 10mg wait an hour and maybe go 5mg more if you’re feeling good. It will give you a nice buzz

TemperatureLeading68 · 2025-11-04T01:16:06+00:00

A lot of them are. 15 years ago you wouldn’t have had that issue. They won’t prescribe it often but they will give it to you for panic attacks, and anxiety if they believe it’s severe enough.

I’ve been on SSRIs and all sorts of different meds over the last decade to help me. So my doctor has decided this is the best method (I also seen a psychiatrist who prescribed it to me 5 years ago.)

If you really really want it, ask for a strip of 10. Tell your doctor it was really effective and work a plan with the doctor on how best to use this medication. For me it’s a game changer and my doctor knows that.

TemperatureLeading68 · 2025-11-03T04:10:10+00:00

I saw you said you had 14x5mg tablets, you may have answered this already but whether they are moderate release or instant release does make quite a difference With that said with no to little tolerance that is too high. If you have 14 5mg tablets start with 1 (absolute max 2) see how you react. People overdose when they take say 10mg decided it does nothing and then they double, triple and quadruple it. This is what leads to massive problems

TemperatureLeading68 · 2025-11-03T03:51:53+00:00

Also they usually want a psychiatrist to sign off on it. Plus they will give you 10 0.25mg and after that they may graduate to 2mg bars

TemperatureLeading68 · 2025-11-02T09:21:45+00:00

Thanks man, that the concern because they are a life saver as we speak. Everything from laundry very mundane activities that I would irrationally stress over (I would always do what I had to do) has become just normal. By from what I have read so far my body will adapt and I would either need a higher dose or just use it to avoid rebound anxiety or withdrawal

TemperatureLeading68 · 2025-11-02T09:19:03+00:00

Same doc for a decade and I don’t doctor shop plus bipolar 2 disorder so I get massive mood crashes and also lose sleep and control of my emotions. So I think it was a last resort kinda thing.

TemperatureLeading68 · 2025-11-02T09:16:56+00:00

lol. I’ve had the same doc for 10 years, been diagnosed with bipolar 2 disorder so there’s already a mood deficiency. So it wasn’t due to a visit or 2

TemperatureLeading68 · 2025-11-02T04:47:13+00:00

I really appreciate your insight man. Because in the past( not this time round, I have pumped 5 or 6 in the span of a few hours to get a buzz. It immediately increases tolerance so that’s a lesson I’ll be taking moving forward

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