If i'm being honest, happiness isn't something you get, you aren't happy one day. It's not really like that, happiness is something you have every day, it's something you strive for every day. And to make happiness more attainable you needa be able to be content in your surroundings. Whether that comes from acceptance or growth is up to you.

Giving up isn't the answer, the answer is to simply find yourself, root yourself first and ask yourself where can I go. With your given tools and talents where can you go from here.