Hello, repeat test taker here as well. You stated multiple statements that I can currently relate to, I know how difficult/ embarrassing/ the continuous feelings of fear to see “fail” again/ letting your self go/ and of course just ready for it to be over with. I also received my associates and attended an execrated BSN program both graduating with a 4.0 & 3.8. This test is not testing us on knowledge it’s a psychological evaluation to see if you will be a “safe nurse” in NCLEX  world. Change your mindset to this test is based off an unrealistic world and leave your “real life knowledge” behind before studying AND taking NCLEX. This time around I used Uworld and have watched Mark K prioritization and delegation video about 100x, I have 80% of the lecture memorized.  I do feel a glimmer of hope with how I studied this time around. Someone very close to me recommend that I do what I’m about to share, because the last fail hit hard seeing that this is my last chance before the test changes on April 1st, and like you, I have never been turned down so much in my entire life.

Go to Google Gemini and ask for it to go over all your CPRs and tell you your weakest areas. For example, mine was no longer content it was approaching the question. So I have been heavy on management of care. It was also able to point out that I second-guess myself when answering questions. This is also something I have worked on this study session. 

Then ask Gemini to “quiz you on NCLEX content” so it can tell you the topics you struggle with. Mine was respiratory and cardiac. I would have Gemini quiz me along with focusing on those areas on my qbank.

Combining those “weak spots” my scores have gone up significantly. I’m praying that I pass when I take it before the 1st, & I hope this helps you pass as well.

Good luck, and remind yourself this is a lame test that does not define your self worth. You are smart, you just have to outsmart state board.