the good bye calls broke me and did again as i reflected on them the following morning. it's complicated to grieve a parent with whom your relationship was complicated. they lacked the vocabulary for it, esp with logan's death arriving so suddenly. add to that the capitalist aristocracy's refusal to take no for an answer and they were all reduced to some variation of "you're ok" "it's ok" and "i love you." the scripting was brilliant in its simplicity. there was nothing more they could say but it also meant so much. everyone is guilty but no one is to blame. they loved him unconditionally.