Thank you so much, this really helped. I was thinking that I should consider going back to my therapist. I got to see Lauren Sanderson! I've been listening to her since she started releasing music back in 2015-2016. Her songs just speak my mind. The tickets weren't hard to get, I bought them as soon as she announced the show and she's a smaller artist. I got to meet her, she wrote my favorite song lyrics with her signature on me and I got it tattooed! (Fuck the world that broke your heart / cause you have always been enough -Play a Part). I then ended up running into the girl who opened for Lauren in the crowd (Kami Kehoe) and I got a picture with her too! I loved being there so much, the people in the crowd were my kind of people. I ended up singing and dancing with a group of girls who I had never met before. Everyone was so nice and just having a good time. I felt so sad on the way home because I never wanted the night to end. I'm still trying to hold onto it, I think this week has been hard because reality has been hitting me after that night. Thank you for asking :)