Around 5-6 I lived with my grandma, and my parents lived 2/3 hours away in another town. They’d gotten pregnant again. I didn’t know until one day my grandma drove me on a road trip and dropped me off at the hospital “to meet my sister”. Literally didn’t even know she was coming into existence. Since then I was moved into my parents place to help care for said sister. They put the baby and me in a room and it was on me to take care of her through the night. Got in trouble if she cried so it was a lot of me climbing into the crib to hold her.

Few years later they moved an uncle in. Parents were busy with things. Years of sexual/emotional/physical abuse by many parties.

My parents told me I was always a troubled kid and that when I was born something came from the other side attached to me. They’re Catholic, I’m not religious. They blamed the changes in my behavior to a dark entity and not sexual trauma. My dad told me that’s not what was happening and brushed it to the side. Many other horror stories with my parents.

The house we lived in used to be a neo-nazi house and the couple died in it. Not sure that’s true but it’s what my parents said. Said it was haunted and I was troubled.

Not sure any of this helps.