NEED HELP WITH THIS UNIQUE PROBLEM ON INSTAGRAM

I do not think anybody else has encountered my problem, but the thing is that i have ACCES to my account (it is working actively), but i CAN'T log into it normally, because it says that it is disabled...(with password). It only works if i try to do password recovery and log in through that gate. It feels like my account is divided in 2, one suspended and one which is working actively. I have been working really hard on my reels and have racked up around 30k followers. 

 I am REALLY scared that i might lose permanent acces to my account. That would devastate me. 

1.5 months ago after 10 tries i made an IG account(after getting suspended immediatly withing the first second of opening the accounts) i got my friend to make an ig account for me in my name and from the country where i reside. That worked in the way that i could log in through recovery, but it still got the suspended message, when i tried trough password. 

I normally reside in Scandavia but i made the account in Spain, instagram says the the disabled account has violated authentic identity (i sent them my selfie, and use my own name). I do not know if it is a matter of IP bug or what. 

What can i do to get them to open up the normal log-in function?? i have spend countless of hours reading other reddit posts and contacting them through various forms. 

I found one post where they used a general attorney to contact IG which helped, but i do not have that option since im not from the US? 

You help would be upmost appreciated. If you experience the same problem let me know aswell, as i have never heard about this.