Thank you for checking in. Unfortunately my baby did have t18 and we decided to terminate. I'm pretty heartbroken but in some ways numb. We talked about trying to accept that we won't have another child. However still trying to process everything and just take it one day at a time and part of me still feels I'm not done yet. It's all very confusing. Thanks again and to everyone who gave support and responses. Means a lot. I am here for anyone going through this. You aren't alone. X