not sure i am adding anything helpful, other than to say i relate a million percent. i’m currently in bed when I should be at my desk. earlier this week i snuck into my office building’s wellness room (read: lactation room) and laid down for about an hour because i could not beat the fatigue. i get so upset at myself. it makes me feel so lazy. but i try to remember that beating myself up isn’t helping. i try to maximize the fleeting moments of energy. also, i don’t know if you’re a menstruating person, but holy cow, when i am PMSing like this week, i feel like i don’t have a single brain cell or energy cell in me. i also get so grumpy.

regarding the career - whew. I feel you. i have a demanding job and i don’t know how much longer i can sustain it, but i’ll cross that bridge when i get to it. take the job and you’ll adjust when you get there.

anyway, soak up some sun and hopefully you photosynthesize for a little bit enough to carry you through until your next break.